3,2,1 Open Your Eyes

The Day After The Kiss

The weekend passed so quick. I normally don't want the weekdays to come this time I didn't want even more cause I don't know what to do when I see his face. Did the kiss change things? How should I behave? And more crazy questions on my mind. This time Amanda wasn't talking because she knew what I was thinking about. But I needed her to distract me cause if I don't stop thinking of these I'll go mad.

''So... Tell me. What are you thinking about? '' I said finally.

'' Are you sure you want to listen?''

''Oh! So you do think about something... Ok. Of course I'm ready to listen. ''

''Ok. Uhh finally!! I've been dying to tell you! I found him!!! I finally find my dream boy!! '' She said screaming.

''I know.. the boy at the bus stop y... Wait!!!!!! Find you mean find him??''

''Yes you silly!! I'm so happy! We've been sending message to eachother and today after the school I'll meet him!! ''

'' Meet him? Are you crazy? How did you even find him? How do you know that he's a good guy? And why didn't you tell it before?!! Omg Amanda!! ''

''Don't worry about me. I checked everything about him he's safe. And you know that I've so many friends who knows so many more! And you were too busy with the David kiss.'' She said smiling.

''Don't remind it please. I'm about to lose my mind. Amanda I don't know what to do?''

''You don't have to worry about it. He'll do. And please you girl are going to send him some kind of a message shows that you're also interested in him! ''

I luckly didn't have to answer this cause we reached school and got off the car quickly.

              Again... Monday... First lesson history. I lingered a bit more and went to the class. I went to my chair and put my project on the desk. After an impatient waiting he finally came into the class. He looked at me and walked to another chair as he put the other part of the project. We had to bring them together not show it like two parts. What do I have to do? It clearly seems he didn't want to bother me anymore but that's not how I feel. Message... A message... What can I do? I stood up as the teacher walked in. I stood up and sat next to David. Now I'm sure he's surprised. He must be!

'' If you're here for the project you don't need to do such sacrifice. We can bring these things on the teacher's desk.''

Sacrifice? Is it what he understood from my behaviour? ''I'm here because I wanted to sit here.'' I said tring to be nice and smiled.

''Next to me?'' he said softly.

He finally understood. ''Next to you.'' I repeated.

We gave our project to the teacher and I couldn't really concentrate other parts of the lesson. All I could think about was this boy next to me. We didn't say anything clearly but we meant things. And I think we both understand what we meant to say. What is going to happen now? Is it a begining of a... New relationship. Good things are happening. Both for me and Amanda. I'm so happy that I'm afraid it'll end soon. Except that note. My mind was so full of David that I totally forgot about that. What was it saying. Something about my mum... She might not be my mum as I think???