Ive seen so much that i cant relive that i wont relive. Ive been beaten, lied to, cheated on, and even more and i feel like everything i do is wrong. I feel sad inside and i dont know why do i feel this way. The voices tell me just one. More cut just one more. I listen and it repeats itself over and over many times until im physically dying 😭😭 life will never be the same. Im filled with emotions i cant think straight 😭🔫 am i allowed to cry am i allowed to scream am i allowed to let it out idk... I want to fell happy but the voices say no you cant you never will be. I cut and i cry i cut so much i might as well doe but they wont let me go my friends and my family they wont let me go... Can i ever be happy in life i just always wonder crying myself to sleep😭😱
