けんた

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okay so I met this guy in my Japanese class, but he's older than me (of course he is) and he's really cuteeee. GUYS WHAT DO I DO? he's super nice and he always helps me with presentations and shit. plus, we have to do them together, so that's extra nice 😏

I'll call him Kenta (bc in my Japanese class, we have Japanese names and that's his)

OKAY SO THE THING IS, HE'S NOT A FUCKBOY. he's the complete fucking package!! lol I sound stupid. BUT IDK IF I LIKE HIM OR NOT. LIKE I DONT EVEN KNOW HIM WELL ENOUGH TO LIKE HIM BUT FROM WHAT IVE WITNESSED HES AMAZING.

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okay I wrote that about 2 weeks ago and it's now today. So, I've been really into him. He's super fucking cute and his personality is so amazing. But, he could possibly have a girlfriend. and I know, I shouldn't go for him bc he's fucking 2 years older, but I can't not, you know? Well anyway, I just really like him and idk what to do. I can't even talk to him. the most I've said is a couple of words. he'd ask me if I need help and I'd say no bc I'm too afraid to talk to him :(

I just want to be able to talk freely to him, I don't know how though. He's everything I look for in a guy. He's athletic, smart, handsome, cute, generous, and thoughtful. ugh idk what to do :( this whole situation is just stressing me out

- your favorite, love-bitten monbebe

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