my boy best friend

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Hey baby dolphins. Just a quick reminder. That this book will have trigger warnings.

Ex: drugs, depression, suicide, self-harm, sex, make out sessions and more. If you can't handle any of that stuff up there 👆👆 DO NOT READ THIS BOOK. I'm only saying that because i don't want people reporting me when I just told you guys that there will be that stuff in this book. If you are younger than 12 DO NOT read this book. Thank you!

Also you are amazing, and you are beautiful. I know that life can get hard. And that self-harm is addictive. Just try and force your self to not do it! Draw color! But on paper!! It's okay to cry but try to do something other wise than cutting. I just don't want to hear that you guys are sad or that you self harm I know what it's like. I am six days clean. Some shit went down. And nobody was there for me. I tried forcing my self to do something. I went out side and swung on my swing set. I read a book. I drew in a book. Yes I cried during all of that. But it was no use I still relapsed. And after I did it. I cried even worse because I could've stayed strong. It was just that, all the shit happened at once and nobody was there for me no Matter how much I text them. But I know what it's like to feel alone, to have anxiety. To be depressed. I am depressed right now. But writing helps me forget all about that stuff. Because I love it! And I love you! So if you ever do feel alone come to me. I will talk to you. Help you, if you feel like cutting come to me. I can distract you from it. Just promise me one thing you guys. Don't lie to me about who you are and lie to me about being depressed and don't lie to me about self-harming if you don't do it. Than don't lie please! It hurts me knowing I kept getting lied to and it makes me think you just want attention. I mean we all want attention duh! Who wouldn't lol. But yeah talk to me if you need anyone. Or anyone on Wattpad there are some amazing people on Wattpad!!!! Like the ones who read my books! Lol their the greatest and the ones who are reading this now.😉😉❣👑❤