Zerrie

Chapter 30

Louis' POV

All of us are here, in the studio, except for Zayn. He's at the hospital to take care of his cancer. Selena's there too. We all know why she's there.

"So, you have Perrie in your house?" I say, talking to Niall.

He nods with his blueberry muffin stuffed in his mouth.

"Keep her there. Zayn texted us to." Harry says, biting his nails.

"Are, you biting your nails?" Liam says, looking at Harry.

"Yea. Zayn, I'm worried for him." He says all sweetly.

"He's going to be fine. He's with one of the best doctors in the world." Niall says, careless but still in his voice, he still cares.

"And, We don't have to deal with Perrie and her feelings. Well, most of us." I say, looking at Niall.

"Again, why me?" Niall says, confused.

"You're next to Zayn in sweet." Liam says, holding a bottle of honey.

"That's true." Niall says, still eating a blueberry muffin.

"Do you know how long Zayn has to stay in that hospital?" I say,  wondering and worrying.

"The Doctor said at the most 6 months, if he lasts." Liam says, looking down.

"Don't say that!" Harry says, slaping Liam with newspaper.

Perrie's POV

I walk to the parking lot and I see, Zayn and Selena love talking. Makes me sick.

Selena sees me and kisses Zayn on the lips. SHOW OFF.

Zayn kisses her back. 

I knock on the window and Zayn pull's it down. "What? He says.

"Why? Why Zayn? Out of all people, you?" I say, tearing up again.

"Because, I guess things didn't work out." He says, all inoccent.

I roll my eyes. Selena throws a paper airplane at me and I read the front:

Open next week. Not now. ;)

I get really curious but just move on to Niall's house.

I see Niall, on the couch watching football.

"Hey babe." Niall says, kissing me on the cheek.

"Hi" I say, lost in thought.

Niall tickles me and I laugh on the floor.

He lifts me off the floor and throws me onto the couch.

He lays my head on his lap.

This reminds me of the day before Me and Zayn were engaged.

I have to stop thinking about Zayn.

But, I still love him. But he doesn't love me.

I close my eyes and feel myself get carried to the bed.

I still need someone to hold and Niall is the closest person to Zayn.

I leave my hand out in the open, still looking like I'm asleep, but giving him a sign that I want him to stay.

He grabs my hand gently and puts it on his lap, kissing it and gently putting it down.

He tucks me in gently and kisses me on the cheek, sitting on the side of the bed, making sure I'm okay.

I whisper "I Love you." But, not as much as Zayn.

"I love you too." He whispers back, laying my head on his lap again.

I think I can stop thinking about Zayn. If he wasn't everywhere.

*6 months later*

Zayn's POV

It's been 6 months and I've been staying the same or getting worse. My voice, a little hoarse and my stomach hurting.

It's so hard and painful to be without Perrie, but at least she won't be hurt. She hates me. She won't care when I die. Which I know will happen Soon. 

I call the doctor and tell him I want the surgery, But will be useless anyway because I know i'll die. I get myself ready, ready to die. Ready for all my family members to cry in front of me. Ready to say goodbye To life. And One direction.