"Can I show you something?," he whispered. I nodded with a slight smile on my face as he got up from my bed. "I had this in my pocket since this morning cause I wasn't prepared to get the message I got," he still sounded hurt which made me feel ashamed of myself. Anyway he pulled out a CD with the writting, "Happily". He went to my radio and put it in and clicked play then sat next to me as I laid down waiting for the beat to hit my ears.
"You don't understand, you don't understand. What you do to me when you hold his hand. We were meant to be but it just a fade. Made it so we had to walk away. Cause were on fire, we are on fire, were on fire. Were on fire now. Yeah were on fire, we are on fire, were on fire now. I don't care what people say when were together. you know I want to be the one that holds you in your sleep. I just want it to be you, now forever. I know you want to leave so come on baby be with me so happily. It's 4 am and I know that your with him. I wonder if he knows that I touched your skin. If he feels like chases in your hand. Sorry and all but I don't really care. Cause were on fire, we are fire, were on fire now. Yeah Were on fire, we are on fire, were on fire now. I don't care what people say when were together. You know I want to be the one that holds you when you sleep. I just want it to be you, now forever. I know you want to leave so baby come be with me so happily. So I believe. 1,2,3,4. Ohh ohh ohhh were on fire now. Ohh Ohh Ohh were on fire now. Ohh ohhh ohhh were on fire now. I don't care what people say when were together. You know I want to be the one that holds you when you sleep. I just want it to be you, now forever. I know you want to leave so baby come be with me so happily. I don't care what people say when were together. You know I want to be the one that holds you when you sleep. I just want it be you, now forever. I know you want to leave so baby come and be with me so happily." ( Happily is one of the songs from their new album and I just took like 30 minutes to write each word down for lyrics! The link is on my page in my mumbles if you want to listen to the real song x - CM )
"Harry." I felt my heart enlightened. He cared for me, loved me but I treated him like a rag doll in a way. "I'm so sorry I'll give all the money back to Jessica but please I need you in my life I realize that now. We might of not dated for a long time but still over the hours we spent together I see that your my dream come true. I feel like shit for using you like that but you can leave and not talk to me ever again but just know how I really feel about you."
"Abby I had my friends join in just to record that song for you. That took about six straight days to put together. If I could I'd make a hole world full of music for you just to see your smile. When I said you weren't like the other girls I meant your special. In reality they think I slept with them but truth is, is that they were drunk enough to have sex with someone else then end up laying beside me in bed and say that I have slept with them. I only slept with one girl."
I felt relaxed intill he brought up his past. "Who was that?"
"Well it hasn't happened yet." I didn't get what he meant but my mind thought till a bell went off. He's saying he's going to have sex with me... meaning he's a virgin and he thinks he's gonna get this.
"So your saying you are going to sleep with me and not give me no choice?"
"No," he ran his fingers through his curls. "I mean when we grow older and you think your ready it'll happen. I don't care about sex. Sex isn't the problem here. I love you and that's all that matters. Forget about the money it never happened. Fighting over the past isn't going to solve anything." He took a breath from saying that all. "But Abby I really do truly love you." I sat up putting my hands around his neck and laid my head on his shoulder.
"And I love you Harry." I let a few tears drip from my eyes but before they fell off my cheeks Harry took his thumb and slid it across my skin whipping away the water specs.
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He stayed for a while, and it's now going on 10 o'clock. I was fine if he stayed but we have school, and I missed to much already and he has no clothes to wear so he has to go home. "Harry," I nudged him with my elbow as he was cold out on my bed snoring and everything. It was actually adorable watching him sleep, he was calm and just out of it. I feel like a stalker now... "Harry," I said a little bit louder and nudged him just a little bit more with more force.
"Wha," he groaned and grabbed the pillow covering his face.
"You have to leave."
"Why?"
"We have school and it's going on 10." He removed the pillow from his face and rubbed each eye then did a huge yawn. He wrapped his arm around my waist and pushed me back down on the bed to lay against him. "Harry it's time to go. No more sleeping or cuddling," I grabbed his hand and removed it from my waist and got up from the bed and stared at him cross armed.
"Fine, Fine," he chuckled. "I love seeing you get frustrated." I rolled my eyes and grabbed his large hand trying to pull him up but failed. "Wanna try again?" He laughed.
I grabbed his hand with both of mine and gave it a good tug making him move just a slight bit. "Harry please," I whined.
"I'm getting up," he continued to laugh. He stretched his arms up in the air, got up and instantly came back over to me. His arms around me and his face nuzzled in my neck. "I don't want to leave," he whispered.
"Well you can't stay here." I put my hands on his head and twirled each end with my fingers as his head sat on my neck.
"You should stay the night over at my place," his head shot up.
"No. Harry Harry Harry how are you going to deal with me not be able to see you all weekend?"
"Wait why can't you see me over the weekend?"
"Mom is leaving and I can't have anyone over."
"And you listen to that?"
"Well unlike you I try to follow some rules."
"You'll be calling me over I know it."
"Anyway good bye," I twirled him and pushed his back out of the door.
"Wait! Can I have at least one more kiss," he stopped me from closing it with his hand. I leaned up and pecked him real fast and shut the door.
"Good night Harry."
"Good night," I felt the disappointment in his voice witch made me smile. He was disappointed that he didn't get to convince me for him to stay or me giving him more kisses. I still don't get what he see's in me. I guess opposites do attract.
