021

318 27 3
                                    

I pressed 'publish' and watched the screen do its work.

Ah, Jihoon, why do you keep going?

Haha, natanong ko 'yan sa sarili ko. At di ko alam ang dapat kong isagot. Dahil ba sumasaya ako?

Dahil naniniwala akong may pagasa ako?

No, not at all.

Maybe it's because I still get support from my readers.

Maybe, just maybe.

It's that guy behind the user name saycheol.

Then again, I'm not sure.

Napabuntong hininga na lang ako at hinayaan ang sarili kong bumagsak sa kama.

I kept thinking and thinking, wondering what i should do with myself.

I write to inspire.
         Without having an inspiration myself.

I write to motivate.
          Without anyone to motivate me.
I write to give love.
          Without anyone loving me.

I'm a hopeless, pathetic case.
I'm an empty shell of what used to be a happy guy.
A guy whose life was filled with light and music.

I laughed.

Yeah, was.

Meaning, dati.
Hindi na ngayon.

What happened to me?

Jihoon, why did you have to lose everything that matters most?


1 notification

saycheol commented on your story What Life's Truly Like
30 seconds ago

At least I still got him, I guess.

Author's: lmao long time no update. Medyo busy lang tsaka ano, preoccupied. Honestly, inaatake na naman ako ng anxieties and insecurities, and I'm not feeling so good either. Bear with me, please.

Anyway, I'm trying my best to get back to updating and I will.

By the way, I published a new story, of course, boy x boy. This time, Cheolsoo naman, maiba naman.
Its title is Prism. Check it out.

Naabot mo na ang dulo ng mga na-publish na parte.

⏰ Huling update: Nov 06, 2016 ⏰

Idagdag ang kuwentong ito sa iyong Library para ma-notify tungkol sa mga bagong parte!

Updated! | jicheolTahanan ng mga kuwento. Tumuklas ngayon