Nikki's pov:
Today is the day I'm returning back to wwe and I can't wait. I have match tonight with Carmella from NXT. I'm so happy we got girls from NXT to the main roster.
I wanted to surprise the wwe universe and everyone who work's for wwe. So I wore a hoodie, leggings, and a pair of sunglasses. Now Bryan has locker room just for me and no one is allow to go in. Well except the hair styles, make-up, and Sandra.
The black SUV I was in began to pull to the arena. As we were pulling up to the backstage area Mark was waiting for me. Before I went out he came in the back where I was sitting at.
M: Nicole I'm glad to have you back.
N: I'm so excited to be back.
M: Now when we go in, were going straight to the locker room. Don't make eye contact with anyone. Sandra and them should be waiting for you okay.
N: Okay.
M: Now let's go.
I put my sunglasses and hoodie on and went out where Mark came in. The driver got my bags out from the back. I glance up to thank the driver and I saw him, but not only him. He was with his girlfriend.
No no don't do this Nicole, it was for the best. Don't cry over something you knew what was going to happen. Remember your not here for him, your here for your return.
M: Nikki, Nikki?
N: Yes?
M: We need to get inside now.
N: Okay let's go.
Before I follow Mark, I look up one more time. Which I shouldn't have cause he was kissing her and he looks so happy with her.
I put my head down and follow Mark into the building. A tears began to escape from my eye as we keep walking. I couldn't wipe them away, cause I was carrying both of my bags. When we reach my locker room, I kept my head down as I gave Mark a hug.
I went in and see Sandra and two ladies who are new to me. When Sandra saw me she scream and and then she hug me. I haven't took off my sunglasses yet, but when she pulled away she told the two girls to give us a minute. We seat on the couch and she took off my sunglasses and I can tell by the look on her face. I probably looked horrible.
Sandra: Aw Nikki what's wrong?
N: I j-just don't know if I ca-can do this Sandra. I saw him.
Sandra: So seeing him does that make you happy?
N: He was with Kim and I saw them kiss.
Sandra: Oh Nikki I know it must hurt seeing him with her, but you have to let him go.
She said as she gave me a hug and pull me in. Sandra was like a second mom to me. She always find a way to make you feel better, no matter how much crap is going on with your life.
N: I know I keep telling myself that, but my stupid heart doesn't want to listen.
Sandra: Your not stupid and your heart isn't stupid either. The heart is one of the things we can't control. If we find that special someone our heart will know that's the one we need to be with, not the mind.
N: I just feel like I'm going to hurt him again, if he sees me.
Sandra: Is that what your heart is feeling or what your mind is feeling?
I didn't respond back to her, because I know it's my mind that doesn't want me to see him. But my heart is telling me to go a find him. Then again he has Kim and I don't want to ruin their relationship, because of my feelings. Oh my god my head is thinking again.
