not what you expected

chapter 4

hello there, i wanna start by saying how sorry i am to have taken so long to upload the new chapter, with all of the holadays, my kid birthday and the big move to arizona i bearly had time, so here it is hope u enjoy and just to let you know this chapter is more rated r so enjoy ;) oh yeah and please comment and vote thanks....



Sebastian walked out of the ball feeling num and weird, he knew that all of this was just a business transaction and not to be pleasurable but in those few moments close to her had been so sweet and unforgettable, her laugh made him feel all warm and thinly, it made him want to smile, to rap himself around her depts..

"You fool," he said out loud as he walked towards Emily's town house in the dark cold night , maybe she could put him back to his rightful self he thought.....

Am already here?? Well I must have been really lost in thought he said to himself while walking up the stairs to her home. Noticing that the excitement he felt whenever he visit her was gone and was replaced by tiredness but he still raised his hand to knock at the door.

Knock, knock, knock . he waited and stood back when the door was opened by the butler Mr. Ibro," good evening Ibro is Emily here?" knowing who paid the rent Mr. Ibro stepped aside to let Sebastian pass. He entered looking around to see if she was somewhere to be seen, "miss Emily is upstairs in her room my lord" without saying anything he walked up the stairs and into the master bedroom .

"Emily "he said out loud

"In here my love" came the soft silky voice coming from the washroom, he walked in and noticed she was in the tub surrounded by bubbles.

"Well, well, well, if this is how I expect to be greeted every time I come to visit I believe I should come more often " he said smiling bending down to lean over the tub to kiss her .

"Mmmm, how was the ball love, anything interesting"

"No, but I wish you could of gone with me" Sebastian said as he began to let one of his hands travel down the soapy water, wanting to erase from his mind and body the image of the beautiful lady charlotte hopeing that with Emily's body all of charlotte might go away.

"so Sebastian , was that so called Lady Banks at the ball or not?" she said in a half pleasurable moan as Sebastian worked down below the water with his fingers.

"Yes"

"So are you still with this plan of yours?"

"Yes"

"mmm..." she had to concentrate to keep the conversation going and not fall over in passion, "I just don't understand "she continued saying "why do you want to find yourself leg shackled to a woman you don't even love or know" she said in a soft disgusted voice trying to keep him at peace and also hard for her, (or so she thought.)

"Look Emily, I know your upset darling, but really nothing is going to change you really don't need to be jealous, your still going to be my only one you know. It's not like am marrying for love," he said.

"I know but still it's not a very pleasant thought the fact that am going to have to share you with another woman, especially if she's going to be the one that carries your name, it's just not fair to me..."

"Emily" Sebastian decided to cut her off and drew his hand away from the water, he hadn't come to his mistress house to discuss nothing but to forget , " YOU KNOW I HAVE TO DO THIS , it's not ideal no, but it's the only way, what else am I to do ? the money is going dry and I have way to many bills, and at the rate all this is going am not even going to afford you, because let's admit it sweet heart your taste is not cheep either.'"

"well am not going to apologize for my taste my lord you knew exactly how I was before we got together, besides don't go telling me you don't like all the things I buy, especially those red silk stockings you liked so much the other day, you were salivating all over me."

"EMILY THAT'S NOT THE POINT" he was starting to grow soft by all this arguing " even if I do, marriage is the only way to fix all this mess."

"What if I marry??"

"WHAT!!!"

"YES what if I marry, like an old duke or someone like that, you know with lots of money. That way I could help you and you want have to get leg shackled."

"No out of the question "Sebastian said while standing up. The mere thought of having his mistress in bed with an old man for his sake made him sick. There was no point in staying here. "No, and let this be the last time I hear you speak of that Emily"

Starting to turn around and walk out of the room he heard splashing on the floor and before he could turn around she put his arms around him from behind getting his back all wet.

"Am sorry love, I didn't mean to upset you, please tell me you forgive me "

"Am not cross with you, it's just I don't know am tired of talking about this." He said in a weary voice.

"Well then come to bed and I'll make you forget everything ok" she said while rubbing his shoulders.

"That's an idea." Sebastian smiled

She ran past him showing her little wet behind as she ran to the room laughing, but instead of been aroused Sebastian felt tired and confused, he didn't think he could make love to Emily tonight. No matter what he did those sweet green eyes were on his mind, remembering how her waist felt , the aroma coming from her black hair.

She aroused him beyond believe and even in her sweet innocence, dam m charlotte banks, even in his mistress house she wouldn't leave his thoughts. Sebastian trousers began to get thigh just by thinking of her; he smiled to himself and began rubbing his crotch before heading to the room.

If he couldn't make love to Emily he'll just have to imagen those green eyes looking at him.