dear harry,
you make me regret even starting this journal. you are the kindest, sweetest and most loving person i've ever met and i do not ever want to hurt you. i can't picture ever making you sad.
i hate feeling selfish, because i try my hardest to give the world everything i could possibly offer, but you make me feel like the most selfish girl in the world because when i'm dead you will be so unbelievably confused and hurt and i'll be fine. i don't want to be fine if it means i have to hurt you.
i want to take all of your pain, wrap it up, and throw it across the atlantic fucking ocean. i want it so far away you won't even think about it in your wildest dreams.
i crave your happiness and your smile.
love, olivia
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dear harry, love olivia
Fanfictiondear harry, i've decided that i'm going to kill myself a month from now. i wanted to write down all of our memories in a journal so whenever you need it, it'll always be there. i'm sorry. love, olivia
