An addict's love

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I wanted to tell you how i feel
I wanted to make it all stop.
I wanted to shout and scream
I wanted to live and breathe.
I wanted life,
I wanted you.

Why do i breathe when i can't even feel alive?
Why do i speak when there's nothing left to say?
Why do i touch when i know i can't feel?
Why do i smile when i know it's not real?

You drugged me till i bled no more
You tore me and left me alone
You ruled me like i was your slave
And you swore I'd never see the light of day

I could barely breathe with you around
You were a thief and made me feel lost when i was found.
You were my relief on any stressful day
And knowing you this happened everyday
I was deprived to live the life i had
You turned me into a wreck
And made me hit the ground
You said i was worthless although when we met , you offered me a crown
Now i live with no regrets
And i never put on a frown,
I'm leaving for real and this time there's no turning back.
I'm leaving you.
And I'll make sure i won't be found.
-By Paula Kharmalki

So here's another one. Yes I'm being generous today lol jk!
This poem however, is about this kid who had a drug addiction problem and tried to take his life away. It moved me and inspired me to write this poem.

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⏰ Last updated: Sep 18, 2016 ⏰

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