Loyal Dog [ Complete ]

Extra Noel Part : You,Me and ours

" NOO!!! STOP,THAT IS OURS! MINE! YOURS!!!"

Sousuke yelled his lung out.He look so distressed and to who he yelling to ?Suddenly i felt sharp pain on my stomach when i look down at it i shocked to see my bare hand sink deep in my bulge stomach.Why my stomach become like this? I can hear Sousuke scream like a mad man he dash forward to stop me but i didn't flinch for some reason i laugh like i was losing my mind and pulled something out of my belly.

"Even this is ours, yours and mine..I don't need it..another monster just like me.."
Emotionless i crushed the tiny thing in my hand and i instantly know what was i already killed..

My eyes wide open and i breathe heavily remembering the nightmare that been hunting me endlessly.I closed my eyes and brush the cold sweat on my forehead.My relationship with Sousuke become intimate as years past but we didn't slept together yet. I still afraid and he understands .He waits for me to be ready i felt sorry for him but i just couldn't do it..

I looked at my palms.
"I killed him..i killed my own child.."
Trickle tear start to flow down.
I clutch my hand into fist and press it on my forehead trying to forget last night terrors.

I felt pain but what more that hurt me is seeing Sousuke sorrow and teary face.He likes kids and he must be really happy to have his own child with me,his lover.He must felt been betrayed seeing his own lover the mother of his child with his own hands killed the innocent little life.

I get up from my bed and wash myself. After i ready myself in work attire i head out and buy some breakfast. I work with Rokujou as his personal doctor but i do some part-time work as school nurse at my old high school. I rarely see Sousuke but it relief me with we been apart there no way that we can be intimate and i can avoid that nightmare from becoming reality. Sousuke busy taking care of Rokujou 3 little child as their parents enjoy their sweet honeymoon.They flies almost all around the world and each time they come back Sousuke only sleep or catch some cold.It must be tiring but it was his job. Even though he always complain but he didn't run away or get pissed off he really enjoyed his time with the child. But really..

"I miss him..." I muttered slowly as i watch the young boy running catching the round balls i think they are playing football..any moment now someone will barged in and my work will start.

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"The boys really energetic running and playing all day long.
Ahhh...youngsters i envy them."
Teacher Kato is an old man with round belly and bald only have a little hair each sides his head but completely bald at the middle. He was my former science teacher and for some reason he always complaining his day to me. I didn't really paying attention just ignore him and act like i care. I really hate old man they make me remember those despicable old man that caged me and torture Leo. Well as i remember I'm not the social types either just for work i need to endure this.

"Did you hear the recent rumors?He sipped his black coffee

"No..what rumors?" I pretend to be interested and playing with my phone.

"After school and the gate was all shut closed and there was no one inside school but..when the bells ring for the last time....a horrifying scream can be heard from the sport store room. When the guard come to check and they only found a boys that faint and he didn't remember what happened to him." He tell the story with a strong feelings. But Noel didn't believe him.

"So what teacher Kato want to do? Investigated this rumors?" I asked teasingly what this old man can do? Believing those stupid rumors just like child.

"Sure! Care to join?" He say happily and slap my back i almost drop my phone.

"Teachers! Can we joined too?" A few group of boys come and flock we us.