Ok, I need to explain something right fucking now, I FUCKING HATE WHEN PEOPLE MAKE FUN OF OTHERS WHO HARM THEMSELVES!!!!! WHAT THE FUCK?!?!? You don't even have the SLIGHTEST clue, not even 1/10000 of an idea of what they go through, maybe it's as little as no one pays attention to them or as much as someone gets abused or even raped by someone they know. Ok, I swear to FUCKING GOD if I get ONE COMMENT CALLING ME A WHORE IM GONNA KILL EVERYONE!!!
I'm suffering from self harm. SO I FUCKIN KNOW HOW IT FEELS!!!!
I know that there are people who laugh at self harmers and some people who MAKE them do it, I have one thing to say to you mother fuckers........FUCK OFF BASTARDS!!!! One of these days it's gonna be too late to take anything back and you'll have that feeling in your gut for THE REST OF YOUR LIFE THAT YOU MADE SOMEONE KILL THEMSELVES!!!!!!!!!!! ARE YOU FUCKING PROUD?!?! ARE YOU STILL THE "COOL KID"?!? WERE YOU "POPULAR"?!?!? DID YOU GET ALL THE DICKS AND BITCHES YOU WANTED?!? WAS IT WORTH IT!? TECHNACCILY KILLING SOMEONE WITH YOUR OWN HANDS SO YOU COULD BE POPULAR?!? YOUR FUCKING SELFISH.
I also hate people who say "suicide is a cowards way out" yep, TOTALLY makes sense.......NO IT FUCKING DOESNT!!!! SUICIDE ISNT A COWARDS WAY OUT!!!! ITS A WAY OUT FOR SOMEONE GOING THROUGH HELL AND THEY FEEL LIKE THEY HAVE NO OTHER OPTION!!!! I SWEAR TO FUCKING GOD IF ONE FUCKING PERSON COMES UP TO ME AND SAYS THAT, IM GONNA BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF YOU!!!!!!!!!!
I'm just venting so I'm sorry about this, I need to get it out,
It also pisses me off when people go up to other people who self harm and say they aren't a "real" self harmer cause their cuts aren't deep or their burns aren't that bad......let's get something across......ANYONE WHO CAUSES HARM TO THEMSELVES IN ANY WAY, MAY IT BE PUNCHING THEMSELVES, PULLING THEIR HAIR, CUTTING, BURNING, ANOREXIA, BULIMIA, PINCHING THEMSELVES, SLAPPING THEMSELVES, THROWING THEMSELVES AT A WALL.......IS A DAMN SELF HARMER, I DONT GIVE A FUCK IF YOU WENT THROUGH A LAYER OF SKIN OR IF YOU CAN SEE YOUR ARTERIES, EITHER ONE IS SELF HARMER, IT DOESNT MATTER IF YOU WENT TO THE HOSPITAL OR NOT!!!!!!!!!!!
I ALSO HATE WHEN PEOPLE GO UP TO YOU AND SAY ITS NOT THAT BIG OF A DEAL, OR "YOUR OVEREXXAGERATING" OR "YOUR DOING IT FOR ATTENTION" LEMME ASK YOU A QUESTION... .WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU DRAG A BLADE ACROSS YOUR SKIN OR SHOVE YOUR FINGER DOWN YOUR THROAT TO THROW UP OR IF YOU PLACED A MATCH ON YOUR SKIN IF YOU WERENT IN ACTUAL PAIN?!?! THATS FUCKING RETARDED TO CALL PEOPLE ATTENTION WHORES WHEN THEY ARE DOING SOMETHING TO HARM THEMSELVES..... FUCKING BASTARDS.....
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I think I'm gonna make a whole damn book about things that piss me off.... And again, sorry for venting :/ don't hate me :'(
Anyways, luv u bbyz!!!
-Broken
