9/18/16
he's not the kind of guy to date someone.
he's not the kind of guy to be serious in a relationship.
he's not the kind of guy he used to be.
why am i doing this.
a part of me still loves him.
a part of me hates him.
a part of me wants to meet him.
a part of me wants to give up.
i want to close my eyes.
and never open them again.
i don't want to see the future.
i don't want to live in the future.
i want to just believe everything is okay.
but not everything's perfect.
right?
maybe his life is perfect.
maybe he has everything.
while i'm in a small diner thinking.
i don't have anything he has.
i never will.
i know that.
i know i could never like weston koury's life.
i've always known.
but what if i could live one day like him.
what if.
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