Chapter 1

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I woke up in our hotel room, Josh's arm wrapped around me. I heard my phone buzzing. I grabbed my phone and looked at the time. It was 3AM. Waking me up at fucking 3AM. I was comfortable in Josh's arms but I've been ignoring my bitchy "wife" for two weeks. I slipped out of Josh's arms and went to the bathroom. I answered the phone.

"Hello?" I asked my voice raspy since I just woke up.

"Hey sexy" she said in a drunken slur.

"Really drinking? Again" I said rubbing my thigh.

"W-What the hell SHIT you talking about?" She basically yelled out

"What do you want Jenna?" I asked

"I want YOU" she yelled giggling

"Fucking hell Jenna we aren't really in love and you know that" I said angrily. I really don't love her. I love Josh.

"You FUCKING asshole" she screamed. 

"Thanks he fucks me there. Now what the hell are you calling me for" I said chuckling at my joke.

"I'm all alone what should I do hehe" she said also in a drunken slur.

I just hung up the phone. I know we are technically married but I hated her. Always drinking and always hitting on other men. Including my Jish. We really did get married to cover up Josh's and I's relationship. Josh and I have been dating since the band started. I love him so much and he loves me I. I hope.
My heart has been broken so many times and Josh just fixed it. I never want him to leave.

I decided to take a quick bath since I'm already up. I start the water and make it to the perfect temperature. When it was full I turned off the water, got undressed, and hoped in with my phone. I went on Instagram and went to my favorite Jøshler page. They always found the clues I would do. One time when I had the black paint on my hands I grabbed his waist. I left marks that he didn't notice. The camera definitely did. So did that account. They would make edits and all sorts of things. I hated hiding our love but we had to. One day I'm gonna legally divorce Jenna and Josh and I are gonna get married. I decided to just lay there. So I turned off my phone and just tossed it in my pile of clothes. I just laid in the bath. The door then swung open. In walked my Josh. (HAHAH 420 WORDS BLAZEEEEEEE THE DICK I MENA BLAZEE IT ok I'm such a teen boy)


"Hey Baby" he said rubingg his eyes.


"What are you doing up babe?" I ask looking at his eyes.


"I didn't feel you in my arms" he said taking off his underwear and tossing in on top of mine.


"Awe" I said smiling even bigger.


"Any room?" he asked stepping near the bathtub.

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