ZADDY [AMBW]

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Dean pov

    Today I was in a bad ass mood because of my man Josh. Motherfucker had the nerve to sleep with my girlfriend and try to apoligize like it was gonna change shit.
I decided to go to our apartment right now and throw her shit out of there. I was falling out of love with the bitch anyway so... I mean I've never really loved her, even after 2 years. I just had a crush on her cause she was pretty and shit but I never "loved" her.

While walking to my apartment, I spotted this cute ass girl in the hallway. Dark skin, 5'3, slim thick with a phat ass, just the way I liked my women. When she looked my way, she flashed a beautiful smile with them dimples of hers.

God damn...

But hold up tho...she looked really familiar for some reason. It's like I've seen her before. Before I could ask her anything about what I had on my mind, she got into that one apartment at the end of the hall. But what bugged me is that apartment belonged to one of my homegirls whom I haven't seen for a year now.
  I could understand if she hated me tho because I haven't been the nicesest friend to her. I used to call her fat because she was overweight and I'd pull mean pranks on her. When I think about it now I did all that to her to get attention but I should've thought about her feelings since after all the shit I've done she kept being nice with me and shit. What killed me too is that I had a crush on her because she was cute despite the fact that she was overweight but I just did all that to get rid of my feelings.

    Remembering the reason why I came here in the first place, I stopped daydreaming and went inside the apartement to throw that bitch's stuff outta here. After all the shit I did for her, after all the shit I spoiled her with, she just did me dirty, with someone I thought was like a brother to me yo. This bitch made me so fucking mad.

"DEAN STOP! WAIT DON'T DO THAT!!"

"WHY WOULDN'T I BITCH, AFTER THE SHIT YOU JUST DID HELL NAH!"

"But bae just hear me out-"

"BITCH TAKE YOUR SHIT AND GET THE FUCK OUT BEFORE I BEAT THE ACTUAL TRUTH OUT CHO ASS!!"

She quickly ran out the house with her belongings and I just stayed there, standing in my living room smirking. This dumb bitch had me fucked up but shit now I'm single as a motherfuckucker!

I wanted to go to the club but I remembered my homegirl and decided to meet up with her to apologize for all the shit I did and said. I've really been an asshole with her so I wanted to make it up to her and explain to her why I did it.

To:Chocolate Drop 🍫👅💦

Hey baby girl I hope I ain't bothering you or anything but I just wanted to know if you'd be down for a coffee or something real quick 🙄

I waited 5 minutes and she replied

From: Chocolate Drop 🍫👅💦

Yeah of course 😊 where and when?

I texted here the time and the address and decided to get ready so I'll be on time.

I was actually excited to see her again. I'd be lying if I said I didn't miss her. The way she'd smile, the way she'd laugh, the sparkle she have in the those beautiful dark brown eyes when she'd be talking about the things she liked, I missed all that.
If I wasn't such an attention seeker I probably would've been with her without regretting it and she'd make me happy.

I'm such a dumbass...

At 5 pm I gathered my courage and went to knock on her door. A voice that I know too well and that I grew fond of yelled "I'm coming!" on the other side of the door.
When the door opened, there stood the girl from earlier, looking mighty fine.

"Hi miss is Alexis home?"
"She's right in front of you"

I was lost for words. She was already beautiful before but was more beautiful now.

"Wow you changed!"
She giggled "Yeah I know"

I really wasn't ready for this. She was beautiful, of course, but thinking that she probably did this because of me makes me feel so bad about myself. Instead of being there and all the stuff a friend is supposed to do I made her change herself.

   After chatting for a little while we went to a nearby Starbucks and the both of us sat close to the window.

"Man it's been a year since I saw for the last time, what you been up to?"
"Nothing really, I've been chilling and stuff...but... I broke up with Gloria"
"Oh man~ Lemme guess, she been fucking right?"
"Yeah.. but I don't really to be honest. I didn't 'love' her so..."
"That's fucked up but shit everyone warned about her tho"
"Yeah I know but I thought I liked her"
"Don't worry that anymore, that'll only stress you out"
"Thanks for worrying about me still after all the shit I've done to you. I've been nothing but disrespectful and mean to you but you still stayed by me and stuff. I really can't thank you enough for that"
"Listen, you don't have to thank me for shit nor apologize cause deep down I know why you were acting like that, that was not you. I've known you for a long time Dean and I know you're real personality is not the one you were trying to show to your so called friends"

    Listening to all things she just said made me realise why I loved her. She was special. She's the only person who knew the real me. I wish I could turn back time to those days when I used to be humble and not an attention seeking whore. I became cold hearted, mean and greedy. I really hated this part of me.

    It was getting late so I decided to bring Alexis back to her apartment cause in my opinion you shouldn't keep a lady out to late when them streets can get really dangerous.

"Hey I had a great time today and it was nice seing you and talking after so long"
"Yeah it felt good to catch up"
"Wanna come in?"
"You sure? You probably have something to do so I don't want to be a burden"
"No come on"

We got in the apartment together and left our coats in the hallway.
We spent the rest of the night talking about the past, playing games and drinking. I limited myself to one glass of liquor but she gulped down a whole bottle of vodka.

"Hey are you sure you can handle th-"
"Of course~ of course~ don't worry, I'm fi~~ne~"

Omg she's so drunk...

She then suddenly grabbed me by the collar and dragged me to her room. She was pretty strong tho, god damn.

   She threw me on the bed and started kissing my neck while unbuttoning my shirt.

"W-wait Alex we can't do this!"
"Why not?~~~"
"You're d-drunk"
"So whaaaat~"
"I want to make love to you at the proper time-"

I covered my mouth now realizing what I just said. I didn't meant for it to come put but it did. She just smiled at me and said "okay" before laying on her bed and falling asleep as soon as her head touched the pillow. I plopped down next to her and closed my eyes as well. I wanted to do her right now but I chose not to because I wanted her to remember this moment.

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To be continued