The Book Of Crazy Old Me :P

Major Important Update (well at least it is to me)

Hey...umm...where do I start?

So basically, my best friend recently came out as trans ftm, and it really got me thinking. I've always liked boys clothes much better, and have always been really tomboyish and my parents have often got pissed at me for looking too much like a guy. Over the time my friend has been figuring himself out, I've been majorly questioning my own gender and wondering what I am. Because I know that I certainly don't feel like a 100% female, I haven't since I was like 10... But then, I kinda like some of the things that being in a girl body has, for example long eyelashes and boobs. So I thought about the halfway mark, I've realised that I'm more than half male, but still not fully male. I'm a guy in a girl's body, basically. About three quarters. I chatted about this to my other (female) best friend for a while, and I told her about of how I feel and she asked me if I felt like I was non-binary. I thought about that deeply and I decided that that's what I am. I decided that I needed a name that suited me, one that I liked, and one that wasn't so feminine and girly like my birth name (which I've always hated). From there, I thought a huge amount of what I was, from that and here's what I found out about myself:

I'm non-binary (a mixture of both genders)
I prefer the pronouns he/him but won't get mad or hurt if you use she/her by accident
I'd like people to call me Talon, because I feel very 'at home' and normal when I hear that name, and I think it kinda represents me in a lot of ways, some that won't be understandable to anyone else but me. It's quite a wild, rebellious name which fits my personality :3 and it just generally feels like me.