Chaptet eleven: humiliation

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"Sweet heart" somebody pushed the hair away from my face and caresses my cheek. "It's time to get up for school, darling" my mum smiled down at me. My eyes started to widen as my stomach started to churn.

"Okay mum, I'm up" I give her a Kiss on the cheek and walked her out of my room. "Oh god!" I run to the toilet, clutching my stomach  and letting out all of my last meal.

After my disgusting toilet break I brushed my teeth and showered before heading down the stairs to find mum in the kitchen making her, mouth watering, delicious, homemade cinnamon doughnuts.

"Oh hey swee-" She turned and looked at me worriedly "oh darling!" She rushes to my side, almost tripping in the process from her huge heels. "Are you feeling okay? You look pale" she touches my face to feel for a fever.

"I'm feeling fine mum, don't worry about me" I fake a smile.

She frowned but smiled back at me "doughnuts?"

"Yes!" Zoey and Shane laughed as they hopped down the stairs hands clasped together.

Two doughnuts later, we where out the door and heading to school "so how you feeling today sis?" Shane looks back at me through the review mirror.

"I'm... I'm feeling as expected" I give him a half smile before looking out the window to watch the cars and houses pass by.

"You know you can come to us for anything, right?" Zoey turned in her seat and gave me a reassuring look, and placed her hand on my knee. So many thoughts raced through my head, but the one that is affecting me more Is that if I'm gonna be a good single mother or that my child could grow up to hate her/his mother. No, I need to stop thinking these thoughts! They aren't doing me any good or the little baby boy or girl growing inside of me. Okay for now on I have to have positive thou-

"Uh... Cassandra!" Somebody snapped there fingers in front of my face.

"Huh? What?" I looked around to see who was snapping there fingers in my face. Shane. "Why are you clicking at me?" I asked annoyed.

"We are at school and you spaced out" he looked at me worriedly, before helping me out of The car and looked me over before kissing me on the cheek "I've gtg, got football meeting. Love you girls" Shane kissed Zoey before running of into the school.

"Ahh, back to S.c.h.o.o.l seven crappy hours of our lives!" Zoey thrusts her head back and groans.

We link arms and started to walk towards the school entrance "haha now that ones classic" I chuckle.

"Huh, yeah" Zoey looks around several hours. "Uh, is it me or is it you too, or Is everyone starring at us?" She frowns. I look around, feeling as if someone just punched me in the stomach. Everyone was staring at me and Zoey.

"Oh my god, Zoey" my stomach started to clench and churn.

"Oh no, let's get you to the bathroom" she grabs my hand and we start to jog through the hall ways of school, just before she leads me into a hard wall making m fall to the floor making me feel even more green.

"Oh crap" I get up holding my head and on instinct my hand goes straight to my stomach. "Get out of my road, bitch" the wall guy moves and looks down at me in shock. "Oh shit, cass? Here let me help!" He grabs the books out of my hands. "Are you ok? You don't look so good" he puts his hands on my cheek. A few seconds pass, before he looks back to see his friends mouths open and eyes wide "what? I have to be nice to her, her brother has something against me and if that thing gets out cause of this girl then I'll be real mad!" He turns back to me with his signature smirk.

I took two steps backwards, before my back hits the lockers. How could he be so rude? I know he doesn't like me and I sure as hell have no feeling for him, but can it hurt for him to be nice since he did sleep with me and now I'm apparently pregnant. Oh, wait.. He doesn't know...

"Hey!.." I heard Zoey growl.

As if someone punched me in the stomach. I bent over and vomited all over the floor. I felt absolutely humiliated I wouldn't even look up to see anybody.

Chocking on a sob, I felt arms wrap themselves around my shoulders and pull me to their chest. I look up to see my worried looking brother, staring down at me. "I'm taking you to the nurses office" he started walking to the front of the school to where the sick office was.

"No Shane I'm fine" I pulled myself out of his grip.

"No your really not" Zoey walked up beside me and took my hand. "You need to go see a doctor" she said in a stern tone.

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"So why are you here today Miss Lee?" Mrs Macy grabbed her clip bored and pen and started scribbled whatever I told her on it.

"Um... I vomited" I look down at my hands.

"Okay" she put notes down "date of birth?"

"The eighth of the march nineteen ninety nine "

"Full name?"

"Cassandra Shane Lee" I answered honestly.

"Last time you ate?"

"This morning at breakfast" I started to feel a little nervous.

"Last time you where sexually active?" She looked up at me with her glasses on the cook of her nose.

"Uh... Like... I don't know three weeks" I answered shyly. I could hear my heart pumping in my chest making my palms sweat.

"Hmm, okay... Just a few more questions" she grabbed out a few packets and was fitting around with them "okay so.. How old are you sweet heart? And what's your parents phone numbers?"

"I'm seventeen, and why do u want my mothers number?" I asked with a shaky voice. You are probably wondering why I'm so scared is because i hate the doctors!

"Because sweet heart I think you may need a pregnancy check up" she smiled at me with a knowing smile.

"What?" My eyes widen and I look around and see Zoey sitting on the chair beside the bed playing colour switch and my brother talking to a few people out side.

"I can tell darling, no need to hide!" She handed me a Pregnancy test and a card with a phone number and a name. "here is a test I want you to take and I want you to give me a call when u take it and I'll set up an appointment in my out of School office" she nodded.

"How did u know?" I frowned. She could have known is such short time.

"Well for started you are wearing those clothes" she looked at my clothes "and your pale and tired and I'm also a mom and have treated a lot of pregnant patients your age"

"What's wrong with my clothes?" I look down at my clothes

"Baggy sweet pants and a baggy shirt?" She raised her brows.

"Okay okay" I roll my eyes and smile. "Any more questions?" I ask politely.

"No not for now" she signs a piece of paper. "Here this is a leave slip, I want you to take- oh Shane!?" She shouted.

"Yes ma'am?" He answered in a deep voice.

"Here is a leave slip for you and for Cassandra " she handed two pink slips over to him. "And I want you to take her home, make her rest and she has a day off school with the schools consent, and my phone numbers on the piece of paper" she took a deep breath "also, before you leave make sure she is having proper meals during the day, or she will be vomiting a lot more cause remember son that she is eating for two" Mrs Macy smiled and said goodbye.

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