"Where are you? Alex? ALEX GET HERE NOW!!!" I'm guessing you want to know what happened. I happened. My name is Alexis Hilton. I hate my name because I have my dad's name. The day he died was the first time I had smiled in two years. He was abusive. The only reason I stayed there is because he always found me. I tried to run away 5 times. Each time he dragged me back to live in his idea of heaven. That's hell to me and you. Now I live in the angel's carehome. I hate it here. There's no one else who listens to rock music apart from my best friend dani. He's the reason I stopped cutting. I seriously wouldn't be here today if it wasn't for him. The amount of times I get called and emo, slut, ugly, whore or faggot is just unreal. I know the whole swearing alphabet from living here. The staff aren't exactly great either.
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That's a picture of me and Dani. We started dating 1 week ago and it's made my self esteem better. When things go tough I usually gave up but when I'm with Dani It's fine. "BITCH DIDN'T YOU HERE ME?" It was my social worker again. I put on some white on black converse, a bvb top, some black skinnies, and a load of bracelets to cover all my scars. No one here knows much about my past. All it says on my files is:
Alexis Hilton
16
Black hair
Brown Eyes
Found in abandoned house after dad died.
Most of the time that's a great help. The only bad thing about is getting adopted. People want someone that they can find out about first. I'm not going to let that happen. I walked down the staircase holding my wrists. It's a nervous habbit. It's a nervous habbit. I've doing it for 3 years and I'm not about to stop now. My social worker put a fake smile on her face and said, meet Andy. He wants to adopt you. I'm only 5ft 2 and the man was really tall. I didn't want to feel any more intimidated than I already did, so I kept my head down and said hi. "I'm guessing you don't talk much" he laughed. I recognised the voice so I slowly lifted my head, hesitating and wondering why I had a such a sudden hit of confidence.
Andy's pov
I noticed that she was wearing a bvb shirt. It's helpful that she knows who I am. When I'd spoken she looked at me for the first time and couldn't believe her eyes. It was probably because I was adopting her and she listens to our band, but the fact that she's getting adopted by us in England even though all of us live in America probably shocks her as well. She gave me a big smile and I could see tears of joy coming out of her eyes. She didn't even say anything. She just got up and gave me a hug. I hugged back tightly and told her to go and pack her things. "Wait before you go and pack, I wanted to adopt one boy and one girl. It would be like you too are siblings." "Well there is one person..." she seemed really shy. "But we're more than friends..." I nodded and she went to pack. I asked the receptionist if I could adopt Alexis and her boyfriend. I signed lots of contracts then went back to the family room. About 5 minutes later, a boy called Dani came downstairs with his stuff. He smiled when he saw me. He didn't freak out but I could tell that he knew who I was. "How did you pack so fast?" "I have a big suitcase with not much to put inside." Wow I need to take these 2 shopping. 10 minutes later Alexis came downstairs. She kissed Dani and I pretended to be sick. They just rolled they're eyes at me. "whatever white rabbit" I laughed and led them out to the tour bus. "Right now we're on tour so we're living on the bus. You guys have bunks in a seperate section to us. Just don't do anything...naughty." "Ok. Thanks Andy" Dani yelled from inside. I guess he didn't stick around for long.
