If I Stay(ON HOLD)

Tired of him

"This party is so lit" Kelly exclaimed dancing her way to the middle of the dance floor.
"Yesss" I said nodding my head to the music and following her.
Kelly and I milly-rocked our way through the crowd and eventually stopped in the middle. "Ayyyyye get it Kelly" I cheered as she started twerking.
As I was singing and dancing along to that one song about pandas or something, I accidentally bumped into a guy. "Oh I'm sorry" I apologized. "Oh no it's fine, I love bumping into beautiful women". He said smiling at me. "Bey who's this?" Kelly asked while twirling her hair. "Hello I'm Derrick and this is my friend George" He said.
"Mmhm hell-o George... I'm Kelendria but people call me Kelly" She said shaking his hand. I swear she is such a flirt.
"Oh and I don't think I got your name." Derrick said.
"It's Beyoncé but people call me Bey" I said staring out into the crowd.
"I'm sorry are you looking for someone?" He asked.
"Oh no I just...have to go" I told him as I disappeared into the crowd.
"Bey you need to come and get Derrick, he keeps interrupting our conversations."
"Sorry Kelz I can't" I said sitting on the bar stool.
"Come on Bey pleeeeeeeease" She begged.
"Kelz I can't and you know why."
"Ohhh so that's what this is. You can't help me because Jay won't let you." She said.
"Come on it's not just that. I just wouldn't feel right flirting with some guy."
"It's not like you're sleeping with the guy. You're just talking but of course what Jay says goes...as always" She said rolling her eyes and walking away.
"No, you're not just gonna walk off" I said, grabbing her wrist and dragging her to the bathroom.
"BEY LET ME GO" She shouted trying to escape my grip.
"No...we're going to talk about this because evidently theres a problem." I said shutting the bathroom door.
"Now what is your problem with Jay?" I asked looking into her eyes.
"Bey it doesn't matter"
"Yes it does matter now spill it"
"Ok fine *sighs*...Jay cheated on you and you act like it doesn't even matter"
"I know he cheated and I-"
"No Bey just listen, the man you loved with all your heart had sex with another woman and he's telling you that you can't even talk to a guy BULLSHIT! I mean I know you love him and all but he didn't even give you a reason why he did it or more importantly he never even apologized before you took him back like it never happened. Come on bey we both know you deserve better than that. But if you want to sit here and be faithful to a guy who doesn't give a damn about you, then be my guest." She stormed out and slammed the door.

I quickly walked out of the club and got into my car. My tears were endless and my mind was racing. What Kelly doesn't understand is that I'm not dumb, I know when I'm being played or not being loved and of course I want to leave but there's just one prob- *DING*

Shawn🙄: WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU, YOU BETTER NOT BE GRINDING UP ON SOME RANDOM GUYS

Bey: I'm on my way home

I put my phone away and started the car. I really can't stand him. He does that everytime I go out. I'm really not interested in anything he has to say right now. I just want to go home, take a shower and go to bed.

When I got home I immediately went upstairs hoping not to run into him, but of course no such luck.

"How was your night?"

"Um good" I lied trying not to start a conversation.

"Did you dance?" He asked.

"Not really but I'm kind of tired so I'm going to take a shower" I said quickly walking to the bathroom.

I hate when he questions my night like he's my dad or something. He thinks I'm going to go out and cheat on him with some guy but it's funny how he did the exact same thing to me with some skank.

I turned the shower on and stepped in. The water was hot, just how I like it. I continued to bathe myself until I heard a loud banging on the bathroom door that made me jump out of my skin.

"YOU FORGOT TO MAKE DINNER HURRY UP"

Ugh sometimes I just hate my life. I can't even take a simple shower without him interfering. I quickly rinse off, turn the shower off and walk into the tundra (This the only bad thing about hot showers). I step on the cold rug, wrap the towel around my body and go to put my clothes on. I walked downstairs in my shorts and tank top and began to cook.

I turn off the lights, climb into bed and attempt to go to sleep before Shawn gets finished eating but of course no...such...luck. As I tried to keep my eyes closed, I felt someone crawl into bed next to me.

"Goodnight baby" He whispered with his arms tightly around my waist.

"Night" I replied, rolling my eyes and dozing off.