If I Stay(ON HOLD)

I Need You

"Beeeeeyyyyyy" I heard from outside the door. "Beeeeeeyyyyyy ooooopennnnnn theeeeee dooooorrrrrr" I heard again. "Ok ok you're bothering the neighbors" I said opening the door. "I'm sorry again about the other night." She said hugging me. "It's fine" I said hugging her back. "I love you Kelz" "I love you Bey"
"Ok so what did you cook because I am starving" She said unattaching herself from our hug. "What? You could have some popcorn kernels because that's all I cooked" I said to her.
"Uh yea I'll pass on that but if you're hungry we could go somewhere" She offered. "I don't know Kelz, I should text Jay firs-" I got cut off. "Come on it's just food" She said grabbing my phone. "Give me my phone! He's going to be mad" I said reaching for my phone. "Well then let him be mad" She turned my phone off and slid it into her purse. "Now who wants to go to Popeyes?!?!" "You don't have to tell me twice" I said grabbing my stuff and heading toward her car.
"Wait you have to lock the door" She called after me. "Here catch" I shouted while throwing my key at her. "This girl is something else"
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"Ugh I haven't had chicken this good in a minute" I said grabbing another wing. "Don't eat it all dang" She said grabbing another biscuit. "Thanks Kelz for this. I was tired of being in that house all day" I admitted. "Oh don't thank me yet" She said sipping her Dr. Pepper. "Whatchu mean?" She stayed silent. "KELLY" I whispered/yelled while staring at her. "Calm down Bey. Just let me handle it" She grabbed another biscuit and smirked.
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"Kelly seriously where are you taking me?" I asked sitting in the passenger seat. "Just close your eyes. We're almost there" She said making a sharp left turn. "Almost whe-" "We're here" She got out opened my door and led me to whatever she was planning. I knew I walked into some kind of building when I felt the cold chill of air conditioning rush over me. As I walked inside I immediately heard music...Mrs.Officer by Lil Wayne to be exact. "Are we in a strip club?" I asked her. "Not just any strip club, THE strip club. Ok open your eyes" she said. As I uncovered my eyes, I saw a dim room with a pole in the middle with Angie, Letoya, Michelle, Latavia and Solange sitting in chairs around it. "Took y'all long enough" Solo said looking at us. "Oh my gosh...what is this?!?" I exclaimed going around and giving all of them hugs. "Wellll we thought you deserved to have a little fun tonight." Kelly said leading me to my chair and handing me a glass of champagne. "Oh girls, you shouldn't have" I said to them. "We're glad to do it" Michelle said, smiling at me. "Oh boys!" Kelly yelled as four men in costumes ran through the hanging sparkly streamers. One in a dark blue police cap and matching thong, another in a cowboy hat, leather vest and bandana-decorated thong. The other in a sexy firemen's outfit and one wearing a matching thong and bow tie. The officer stood by the entrance and said "IF BEING SEXY WAS A CRIME THEN YOU WOULD ALL BE GUILTY" he said getting on the pole and brushing my cheek. "ARE YOU A COWGIRL BECAUSE I CAN SEE YOU RIDING ME" The cowboy said opening my legs and crawling between them. "IS THERE A FIRE IN HERE..." The fireman shouted. "Or is it just you hot stuff?" He whispred in Angie's ear. "Let's get this party started" Latavia exclaimed throwing a handful of singles in the air.
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"I can't believe they had guns filled with whipped cream." I said getting it out of my hair. "So you had fun?" Kelly asked me, while driving me home. "Fun doesn't even begin to describe it. Ugh that was amazing. I can't believe Letoya licked whipped cream off of the firefighter's abs" I told her. "I can't believe you twerked your ass in that police officers face. He was definitely enjoying that" She laughed. "Oh shut up you were the one who dared me to" I laughed. "Are you drunk?" She asked me. "*gasp* noooo" I acted surprised. "Giselle?" She sounded like my mother. "Ok I may have had a few drinks but I'm not super drunk. Just a little tipsy." I said staring out the window. "Yea ok just make sure you go right to bed when you get home" she said pulling up to my driveway. "Ok girl thanks" I said stumbling to the door. "Do you need help?" She asked. "No no girl I got it...yo-you sh-should head home." I said opening the door. "Ok bye" she said speeding off. I walked in, shut and locked the door. I stood against the door for a bit to gain my composure before facing Shawn. "Ok" I said taking a deep breathe and letting it go. I turned around slowly and felt a sharp pain in my cheek and fell to the floor. "Where the hell have you been? I've been calling you all damn day" He said standing over me. "I...was out...with friends." I managed to say as hot tears rolled down my cheeks. "Where is your phone? You know that thing that I use to keep in touch with you at all times" He glared at me. "K-Kelly has it. She took it from me." I told him. "You're so fucking stupid. You know that?" He whispered in my ear and walked away. He went into the room and slammed the door. I wiped the tears from my cheeks and slowly stood to my feet. I grabbed my clothes from the guest bedroom and went to the guest bathroom to take a shower. I looked in the mirror and seen a huge red hand mark on my cheek. It stung like crazy and the heat from the shower made it a million times worse. The sight of my face just made me cry even more. After my shower I went right to bed.
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I woke up to the smell of fresh bacon. I got up, brushed my teeth and inspected my face, still the same. I sauntered into the kitchen with dragging feet. The dining table was filled with pancakes, bacon, biscuits, French toast, fresh cut fruit, eggs, sausage and orange juice. "Hey beautiful. How did you sleep?" He asked, smiling at me. "Fine" I replied standing next to the table. "Oh come on, I made breakfast just for you. Come sit and eat with me." He offered grabbing my hand and leading me to the table. He pulled my chair out and handed me a plate. I served myself and ate in silence. "You're so gorgeous" he said looking into my eyes. "Thanks" I said getting up to put my dish away. "No no no...I got it" he said taking my plate and putting it in the sink for me. I went to the master bedroom and grabbed some more of my stuff. "What are you doing?" He said walking into the room. "I'm just taking some of my stuff  to the um guest bedroom" I said walking past him. "But why?" He asked following me. "Because I'm sleeping in there" I said under my breathe. I put my stuff down on the bed. "Baby come here" He said grabbing my waist and kissing my neck. "Uhhh Sh-awnnnnn" I moaned as I felt him lift me and lay me on the bed gently. He kissed my neck, then my chest and finally my left breast. "Ohhh" I let out while rubbing his head. "I'm so sorry baby" He whispered in my ear while stroking my hurt cheek. I winced in pain and let out a tear. "I will never ever hurt you again" he told me. Again...again...again...It rang through my head nonstop and then it hit me...this person who's supposed to love me unconditionally, through thick and thin, for better or worse and by any means necessary not supposed to lay a hand on me, did. "I love you so much" he said taking off my shorts and panties. He kissed my knees. "Mmhm" Then my thighs. "Uhhh" And finally he reached my pussy. "Ohhhhmyyyygoooood" I screamed as he swiveled his tongue around my clit. He slowly licked in between my lips in short, tapered strokes. "I'm so sorry baby" He said kissing my sweet spot. He pulled down his pants and kissed me like it was his last. In between kisses, he slowly slid his head into my folds. "Shaaaaawn...yes, yes...yeeeeeessssss" He quickly forced himself inside me and quickly pumped himself in and out. "I need you baby" He whispered going deeper.
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