The girl from Detroit

Chapter 8: Life discussion (short)

Life the source of your well being like that makes any sense. Im 18 and I live in a crappy town but with the most aweomest best friends. I don't even think that is a word but what ever. I for the longest time wanted to do photography or graphic design but I need to go to collage and I can't exactly do that something I have never shown the boys is I like to play guitar and sing which was another choice because you dont need education for that I dont think. My dad broke my quitar a couple years back and it was acoustic my mom told me to hide it when ever dad was around  but that soon ended when of course he was drunk and he was at the house but he snapped it and threw it out. The only thing I had to let me be me besides talking or being with my mom. Im moving out of Detroit as soon as I can save up enough it kills me on leaving my friends but this is what my heart is telling me to do. Or is it qI just want a better life. I can see the guys  being big either its a long shot but they'll get up there I know it. I see me being in New york or California where it's warm and I know New york has changing weather. With a nice house and a husband with a beautiful little girl to come home every day from school her having a way better life than I have.  That just makes me think of greater things I could do with my life the wonders and things I could explore. My little girl would actually have a mom and a nice dad who would love her till the day she died. I would be there everyday like my mother was before she died I would tuck her in at night and we would have a great life until she got married and had their children and we would do the same with them. I wish I could turn back time and make her be here with me every day so she could see my kid the tgoughts are possibly endless