Lou's POV
" Addie would you like to go out for lunch with me?"
"I would love to."
Addie and I walk to the car in complete silence. I felt as if it shouldn't be this way with a
Mother and a daughter. But I also don't blame her. She is probably mad at me. Her own mother
Left her 17 years ago. Yes, I have thought about how I left her. Every time I think about how I left
Her just makes me feel like a terrible mother. Even though I know I am for leaving her.
*FLASHBACK*
I can't be a mother not this young. If people found out I was. My entire social life
Would be over.
9mo later.
She was the most beautiful thing I have ever seen. I snapped out of it. If I thought this way I would never want to leave her.
My plan was to spend at least the first 3 weeks with her and then leave. Leave and not turn back.
The 2 weeks went by really slow. This was the last week I was going to see Addalynn for the last time for probably a long time. As the week went by I was starting to doubt my self on this "plan"
I have. I started to hate the way my sick mind worked. Leaving a 3 week old just didn't seem like the best idea. I has to bring myself back into reality. I wanted to have a life. I wanted to forget
About this mistake of mine. Wait. Why am I calling her a mistake. She was so precious.
When I looked at her my heart melted.
Today was the day I was leaving 3 week old Addalynn.
I walked out the door and didn't turn back.
*OUT OF FLASH BACK*
"Are you okay Lou?" I cringed when she called me Lou
"Yes. Just thinking."
Let's get going shall we? I said
Addie agreed.
We pulled into the restaurant. I planned on apologizing to Addie for leaving her.
" table for 2 please."
"Okay right this way." The girl replied. She looked a lot like Addie
We sat down and the waitress took our order.
"Look Addie, I know leaving you was not right. I want to apologize for that. I was young and didn't know what I was doing at the time. It was a really dick move. And yes it is very late but I hope you will consider to forgive me. I love you so much Addalynn. I don't think you will ever know how much. Even when I left you I couldn't stop thinking about you."
" I forgive you Lou. But do you know how hard it is to hear from your mum the first thing in 14 years and hear that you had a new baby. It made me think that you moved on. That you didn't care about me. Almost just as like I was past. I always walked around with my "friends" talking about their mums and then they would ask me what my mum was like and I couldn't say anything.
I was the girl that nobody knows. Lou I am your forgotten daughter, aren't I?"
" I'm so sorry Addie. You aren't my forgotten daughter. All these 17 years I have never forgotten daughter. Why would you even think that?"
"We'll Lou, you left me. You left me for 17 fucking years. Oops. Excuse my language. Never would I thought I would ever hear from you again. It's really depressing."
" and I'm sorry Addie. I don't think you'll ever understand how sorry I am."
"I forgive you Lou. But it's going to take me time to readjust to life with you."
"I understand." "And you can call me mum."
Out food came and we ate in complete silence. I asked her how her food was, she just nodded.
I payed our bills and we left.
Addie's POV
"Well Addie, ready to call it a day?" Grammie asked
"Sure am!"
I have my goodbyes to the boys.
"Goodbye Mum."
"Goodbye Addie. I love you."
"I love you too."
The whole car ride home I was in udder silence.
AN: sorry it was a late update. I hope you all had. Wonderful thanksgiving!
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Goodnight I love you all! 🌀🌀 -Caitlin
