Stress

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They're are so many things that cause me stress. It's like everything tries to attack me everyday. I ignore it and laugh and put on a smile for everyone. Sometimes that's hard to do, I know because I had a breakdown in class. I was reading a book, but I then broke into tears because one part of the book hit me on a personal level. I had to tell people that I was fine. But I wasn't. I went to the bathroom and constantly told myself that I'm safe, that I can't be hurt here. I was just telling myself lies to get through my day. Now I'm behind in the book, so I have to take notes and read and catch up to everyone. Everyone asked if I was okay. I just brushed them off and told them I was fine. Then I started crying again at lunch and someone came up to me and said "You know what, you cry too much." I just stopped and gave up on a happy day. My mind was stuck in depression. I went through the rest of the day. I called my friends and told them everything interesting that happened to me. My friend d then said "Really that guy is such a jerk. Oh also some of your old friends said that you were "walking hormones" behind your back. I told them "well you know she actually doesn't have a very good home life." And then they just said "what?"." I was so upset I thought they were my friends, but it turns out that they are jerks. it's expected of them though. I just can't wait to see them again. I just can't deal with the social stress, school stress, and home stress. It makes me go insane and have breakdowns. I can't handle it for much longer.

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