Moving Forward *1D & 5SOS*

Moving Forward

It's been exactly five months since I've been away from my boys. The boys that were mine, I meant to say.. 

I managed to keep a close communication with some of them for a good five weeks. That is-- until all the talking just... stopped. 

I honestly don't have a clue why.

Maybe, they got sick of me? Maybe, they were just too busy?

Maybe, it was just me.

But, now I have to stop worrying about it. It's the start of a new year.

I have my dream job. A beautiful home in a great neighbourhood. New friends. Some enjoyable company.

I've dealt with Hell twice throughout my lifetime and I honestly don't want to deal with it again.

Seriously.. What could possibly go wrong?

Well, when you're me-- just about everything.

I can't keep repeating the past. Even if it means I have to deal with the same pain and feel the familiar hurt I know all too well-- I need to keep Moving Forward.