Revenge// A Grayson Dolan Fanfic

11.

GRAYSONS POV

I raced towards her room. I wasn't ready to loose her. I already lost Kaysee. Tears formed in the brim of my eyes.

If she goes tonight she will never know how much she really means to me. She will never know how much I love her. I regret being a dick these past few days. If these past few days are the last memories we have I won't be able to live with myself.

She can't leave me now.

ETHANS POV

Fuck! I can't loose her. Not now, not ever. I punched the side of the car. I don't know if I really deserve to be there with her. I'm the blame for all this.

I paced the parking lot as Jas walked towards me.

"Hey Eth" her soft voice cut off my cursing mumbles. Her soft touch on my arm seemed to calm me down a bit.

"It's all my fault Jas. She can't leave, I didn't get a chance to say goodbye" I cried. She wrapped her arms around me.

"She's strong Eth. She will get through this" Jas seemed not so confident in her own words but she tried hard not to show it.

"So was Kaysee" i sighed. She frowned.

"Anna is stronger Ethan. Anna has so much to come back to she won't just leave us all" Jas assured.

"But so did Kaysee" I mumbled.

"You're right. But Anna didn't just get beat by her boyfriend on their anniversary." She frowned again.

"Will you ever be able to forgive Grayson?"

"To be honest Ethan, I still need time. It's easy for you to forgive him. He's your twin brother and you need him in your life. But me, I just knew him because he dated Kay. I may hang out with the guy but that's because I want Alex to be happy. I'm not one to ruin someone else's happiness in order for my own." I nodded to her words that made my mind run. What if Grayson wasn't my twin brother? Would I still have forgiven him?

My mind didn't travel far in that direction because as much as I hate to admit it, I can't imagine a life without him. Even when we're fighting I still can't imagine my life without him by my side.

"Come on. I'm not gonna let you wait out here" she grabbed my arm and pulled me.
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"Hey Ri, its Eth here. Look I know we've been through a lot lately. I kissed you, you kissed back surprisingly, my dumbass wanted to go further, we slept together obviously not in that way" I chuckled. "But the last thing you said to me was, quoted by you, I never said I didn't want you, and then that's why we're here right now. I'm so sorry princess" a stray tear slid down my cheek.

"Princess you know your not allowed to leave me. Not long ago I was in the same kind of position. I lost a very good friend. But Ri your not just a very good friend, your more than that. She was amazing but I never felt the way I do about you. If you don't wake up I really don't think there's anything else to live for" I grabbed her hand and kissed it.

GRAYSONS POV

Hearing what Ethan said shattered my heart. Knowing that she might love someone other than me breaks me. I know I shouldn't have heard that and I wish I didn't eavesdrop. My thoughts were cut off by someone speaking.

"Grayson, I'm going to take Jas home" Alex placed a hand on my shoulder.

"Call me if anything happens " the look of sympathy in his eyes was evident.

"Hold the fuck up. I'm not leaving" Jas argued.

"Jas you need sleep" Alex argued back.

"NO I NEED TO BE HERE WHEN MY BEST FRIEND WAKES UP" she shouted. Doctors turned our way and glared.

"Jas calm down" I warned.

"IM NOT GOING TO CALM DOWN MY BEST FRIEND IS LYING UNCONSCIOUS IN THE ROOM AND THERES NOTHING I CAN DO ABOUT IT" she screamed.

"Ma'm if this level of noise continues I'm afraid you will have to leave." The doctor informed us as she walked down the hall.

Just as Jas was about to retaliate Mak returned from the toilet.

"Jas common we gotta get some rest. We are still drunk yanno" Mak sighed as she pulled her into a tight embrace. Jas broke down in tears followed by Mak.

"It's just I can't loose another best friend. We already lost Kaysee, Mak what do we do?" She said in between sobs.

Kaysee. I never really thought about her until now. Life has just been so great with Adri. She filled in that hole in everyone's hearts that were formed when Kaysee died.

I made my way outside.

"FUCK" I yelled as I punched the pole. Just wake up already Adri. I angrily wiped my tears and tried to seize my sobs. I raced down the hall and barged into her room.

"Get the fuck out Ethan" I shouted as I walked towards the chair.

"I'm not done" I glared towards him. "Fuck you" he surrendered. He turned and glared towards me

"Adri baby. I'm not ready to say goodbye to you. These past few days I've been a jealous dumbass and I'm sorry I really am. But these past few days can't be the last memory of us together. I'm a dick for ignoring you, for making you touch my dick like that." I looked at my feet. I wasn't ready to face her.

"I'm sorry baby" I sighed as I stood up. As soon as I opened the door Ethan raced in.

"This is all your fault Ethan" I growled.

"You don't think I know that Grayson. Unlike you I know when I'm in the wrong. Atleast I'm still fucking here for her" he shouted. "Remember the last time we were here? Kaysee was laying in a bed just like this and it was all your fucking fault." Before he could continue I cut him off.

"I told you never to mention her name again." I yelled.

"No Grayson. You don't get to tell me what to say or do. Unlike you have the balls to be here right now. Unlike you I'm a fucking man. You killed Kaysee. The worst part is you never visited her once. When she died you acted like you were heart broken but we're you? Did you even love her? I'm standing right here next to the love of my fucking life even though I'm at fault. So please don't tell me shit I already know" he shouted. I stormed out of the room and outside.

What Ethan said was enough to break me. He was right. I'll never be able to change the past. I didn't love her though. I love Adri and the feelings I feel for Adri I have never felt before. That's what I blame my stupidity on. I blame it on the fact that I didn't love her. However I know that I'm just trying to hide the real reason.

I'm just trying to cover the fact that I'm weak. I know I'm not strong enough to face my problems and I never will be.
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Okayyy so this chapter gave me the feels.

What do you guys think will happen when she wakes up?! Ethan or Grayson

P.S. I do know this is a Grayson Dolan fanfic. But that doesn't mean I'm not entitled to add some Ethanna in it.

-Tay✨