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Today's the second day of my revenge plan. The only thing not working out is my strong urge to ran up to Jasmine and Makenna and say 'I'm here, I'm alive, I never died' but I can't. I know most people would die if they didn't tell their best friend something so big, but I needed everyone to believe I was truly dead, that I was gone.

As much as I deny it, I know I still have feelings for Gray, how can I not, he was my first ever love. I may have not been his first love or his second or even third, not because he was a man whore but because he never loved me, but I really don't care because he was hella good at acting it. Most people would say that they hated someone for doing such thing, but I'm clearly not most people. He taught me how to love and I truly thank him for that.

I still remember everyday with Grayson like it was yesterday, like I was feeling everything over and over again, my life with him played through my head everyday, from the day I met his goofy ass to the horrific day that practically ended Kaylee Augustin's life.

His smirk that melted my heart, his cheesy words that would simply make my day, the way he flexed in every damn photo, and even when we would go on the most weirdest dates. But that's what I loved about him, under all his amazing looks there was a boy with a big heart and a total goofball.

But then again everything was a game. My hatred for this boy goes way beyond my love for him but I'm not one to cry about it. Well Kaylee was, in fact she spent 6 months suffering from depression and multiple sleepless nights, all because of this one boy.
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FLASHBACK

Today was our 1 year anniversary and I couldn't wait to see him. I was so excited for what he had planned because he said it would be a day to remember.

I walked down the halls with a smile on my dial. But I couldn't see him anywhere.

Waiting at my locker, Jas and Mak were chatting and laughing. The amount of love I have for my best friends is unexplainable. "MAK. JAS." I yelled trying to catch their attention. By now everyone around us had turned my way. I was kinda used to this attention though because of Grayson aka my most amazing sexy boyfriend.

The girls turned their heads smiles plastering their faces. But suddenly their smiles brutally changed to wide eyes with their jaw on the floor in a matter of split seconds. Before I could say anything I was thrown to the floor. I felt a continuous pain in my stomach and I finally realised someone was kicking me. Too afraid to open my eyes I listened to the gasps and whispering going throughout the hall, but still no idea who was attacking me. By now my fear had completely consumed my body.

I pealed my eyes open but the minute I did I regretted it. I blinked continuously
but nothing changed. This was reality. My boyfriend was standing infront of me beating the crap out of me. "G-gray what are you doing?". He looked me in the eyes and laughed, loudly may I add, "you can't be that stupid you bitch, I'm obviously kicking you". Horror etched my face as my vision blurred. What was going on?

Tears slid down my cheeks as I begged him to stop. Begging, screaming, and still nothing. I lay here helpless while he screams in my face. "You never meant anything to me", "your worthless", "your the ugliest girl I've ever seen", "I told you it was going to be a day to remember babygirl".

I couldn't handle the way he called me babygirl as if he wasn't beating the crap out of me right now. I spat in his face as I boiled with anger. Without hesitation his large hand slapped me across the face and I lost it.

My body trembled as I sobbed, there was nothing I could do but let him abuse me. I could see my best friends crying and screaming for him to stop but he didn't. Everything began to slowly disappear. "Grayson what the fuck are you doing" "get the fuck off her" Ethan's yelled as everything finally disappeared and i was consumed by blackness.

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