grammatically incorrect drabble

19. tour

imagine it’s your last night together with harry before he leaves for a long leg of the tour and you’re so emotionally drained from the looming thought of saying goodbye to him that you can’t do anything besides sit in his lap and cling to him and his arms are wrapped tightly around your waist and your arms are looped around his neck and your face is tucked into the warm pocket between his chest and his neck and silent tears keep slipping out of your eyes and your heart feels like it’s about to crumble in your chest because how are you supposed to go on with your life when he’s not here? and you’re annoyed with yourself because this is your last night with him and you’re wasting it and it’s like he can sense what you’re thinking cause he lifts his hand to gently tuck it under your chin and pull your face toward him and you see it in his eyes that it hurts him just as much as it’s hurting you but he tries to smile through it and when he whispers that he loves you, you immediately say it back because you’ve never loved another person more and you ask him how you’re going to do this and he says it doesn’t matter how, only that you will because for him, he says, it’s only you that matters and that he’ll come back to you someday as long as you’ll wait for him and you promise you always will and he actually smiles for real now because hearing you say that is all he needed to get through this even though it’ll hurt like hell and it’ll be worth it cause at the end of the road the most important thing in his life will be there, welcoming him back like he never left- you