Mother..and mothers

White Suits

6:00am January 3
(Age 8)

Laying in bed the rising sun striked my eye as I awoken. Rising up I look at my finger that was bandaged and smiled, everyone was still asleep slowly sliding out of bed on to the cold wooden floor it tingled my feet, I made my way to the door "We cant keep her here any longer" peeking through the door I see a crying weeped face of Ms.Johnson as she spoke loudly into the phone "Sunshine is making the rest of the kids uncomfortable if she is not adopted soon I have to.." stepping back I slip as my foot closes the door making an echo sound "sunshine.."

Running quickly back to my bed my body shivers and my eyes close as my face is hidden in the covers. The door opens foot steps guard around the room and my breathing increases. Finally the door closes and the foot steps faded away from the room my heart so loud and my palms sweating I rise up.A room of sleeping children just as myself , sliding out of bed once again I have made up my mind.

I quietly savage my hand under my bed pulling out a small duffle bag I received in my last care family.With this I pack my clothes. I walk to the small night stand draw at the bottom of my bed pulling out the money I earned over the summer, after this I opened the window placing the duffle behind the bushes with one leg on the outside of the window I try to craw out. "Sunshine!!" suddenly my body was lifted by two arms Ms.Lilith the other attendent mother of the Orphanage, had lifted me up "What are you doing the social worker will be here now hurry into the showers ,she looks behind me look out the window "what where you..." my foot kicks the window close as I jump down running out the room "Dont forget behind your ear" she yelled.

Running down the hall way I make my way towards the front entrance "Sunshine!!" my name echos throught the house , finally turning to the left run and I open the door only to fall back down

"Are you ok little lady " a tall man with faded white hair , his hand out kindly towards me ;shaking my head I stood up as my eyes look up into his blue ocean eyes , he stares back at me with a smile. "Sunshine there you are" Ms.johnson pulled my ear leading me behind her gasp "Mr.Argou smith your early...where are your men at "
Ms.Johnson said as she motions her hands to leave behind her back "Ah Shall I come back later " They laugh humanely as I walk away I stay hidden by the corner of the hallway "That must have been the problematic child you speak of no"?

"Mr.Argou if I could ask you to meet me in my office " there foots steps come closer I then begin to run into the bathroom. Entering the bathroom my Orphanage sister look at me as the dress in their fancy salor dresses, mumbles upon the room as I walk down into the showers closing and locking the door to be alone

After awhile I come out doing the same as I dress into my sailor red dress."Sunshine!" my name echoed through the vents of a angered Women ,shivered I open the door as Ms.Lilith grabs and drags me by my ear "How disgraceful " as we reach the down stairs I was lined up behind my Orphanage sisters. "GROWING LADIES OF ARGOU SMITH ORPHANAGE PLEASE GREET OUR FATHER WITH THE SHOW OF HAPPINESS"

the show of happiness was a chorus and dance routine Ms.johnson and Ms.lilith taught us , I was the chorus and dance angel but never have I done my part."Sunshine now he is a very inportant person and we need you to show him how hard we worked " Ms.Johnson whispers in my ear as she stands beside Mr.Argou "Now and...go"
-The front row efface devant left to right- -The back row coroise devants right to left-
-The middle row Ecarte to the front as all lines form-
Now in the front we sing each except of course me
Ms.johnson glares intensely at me as I quietly bow and walk away
Mr.Argou laughs immensely out loud holding his stomach-Ms.Johnson laughs along as her voice shakes

Now inside the house I make my way to the room pacing inside towards the window and budge it open ,but it would not open."Sunshine!!" Ms.Johnson voice happily echoed through the vents and shivers alined my back, My Orphanage sisters walk in the room with pout and disappointment as they stare me down "Your so annoying sunshine you never speak and embrassed all of us" one sister said as the rest nod and agree with her "Sunshine!!!!" hearing Ms.Johnson voice once more her voice louder and more intense I run down the hall way into her office( or what i like to call storage room with a window) opening the door slowly I saw Mr.Argou and Ms.Johnson trade envelopes to each other they both stare at me with bright smiles "Well I must be leaving now I will see you later sunshine" he said as he grins walking out of the office, "Sunshine please sit we must discuss something very inportant shaking my head in disagreement I point behind her back "We will get to that but I must ask you to sit for a mom.." before she could finish all she sees is a flash jump ontop of the desk and disappear "sunshine.." behind her I grab the envelope tearing it open "Give that back!!" Ms.Johnson snatches the envelope out of my hand stumbling upon a chair falling into a pile of boxes "WHY YOU LITTLE" papers scatter everywhere, -A smalled evenlope slides under her desk with a name I knew not of-
"Dont just stand there help me!!" Ms.Johnson screams through the house foot steps race quickly twords the door quickly I savage my hand under her desk grabing the envelope and raising back up "MS.JOHNSON ARE YOU ALRIGHT" Ms.Lilith and My Orphanage sister burst through the door in panic stuffing the envelope in my dress colar and stepping away "Sunshine what did you do!" Ms.johnson swirving her legs everywhere her dress lifts up revealing her large pink trousers, My Orphanage sisters laugh ridiculously loud along with Ms.lilith who quickly fixed her face and pulled Ms.johnson up to her feet.

"YOUR IN BI.." Ms.johnson takes a deep breath smiling " Now that everyone is hear I have great news the room grows quiet as do I.

"Ms.Argou has sighned papers of adoption for sunshine because of her her we will have great upgrades in our home" everyone smiles in please and looks at me . Inside I felt as if I was never inportant and that this was never about me " sunshine you leave tomrrow at dawn so p..."

Running out the room I push my sisters out the way "hey watch it!" making my way outside I run out the gates into the woods " Ms.Johnson Ms.Johnson she went back to the tree" everyone panics and scatters " worry not my dears she is just excited of getting a family she will be back near dinner time".

At the tree I climb and climb and keep climbing higher then I ever did till finally I had no more to climb near my reach was long sturdy branch which I crawled on to. Tears down my face the wind blew left to right almost knocking me down "mm." on the branch a hill forward but far I stand balancing seeking the sight over the hill -The wind blows hard- " Ah!!" sliping back I quickly grab on to the the tree base.Reaching into my dress colar I take out the small envelope the writing so beautiful -writen-

Aila konncha
This name I knew not of but as I open the envelope I pull out a letter folded and old but still readable, unfolding the old letter the words almost seemed in a diffeent language I had to find out what it said

Climbing down the tree .....T.B.C