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Julia's p.o.v;
My head was hanging low as I was standing in front of my open locker.
I thought when I come back everything will be perfect with a happy ending...you know ? Me ?Coming back ? The ending ? No ? Okay.
I guess all those happy endings with your first love are only happening in movies...PAAHHH OF COURSE!
I was only 1 year away...he could wait for me, like he said. But he didn't.
Maybe it did was a long time...to long...
I should stop thinking about him.
There are so many other guys in my age...
But none of them is him...
"Ugh..." I groaned to myself and shut my eyes shut.
"Bad day ?" A raspy voice said.
I turned around to the person.
No...why now ?!
I felt my version becoming a little blurry because my eyes filled with water as I looked him into the eyes.
Grayson...
We stared at each other.
We didn't needed words.
Our eyes were telling each other enough.
One single tear rolled down my soft, rosy cheek.
I quickly wiped it away and took a deep breath.
"Gray..." A girl came up from behind him and kissed his cheek.
"Hey." He said, still looking at me.
"Who's this ?" The girl smiled at me.
This is the girl he was kissing in the locker rooms, I am 100% sure it's her!
"I'm Julia. Me and Grayson used to be friends." I smiled at her and put my hand out.
"Oh, I am Malia, Grayson's girlfriend." She shook my head with a big smile across her face.
She was beautiful...
"Well, I should go. It was nice seeing you again, Grayson." I continued to smile even though it was hurting me much more than it should. "Bye." I closed my locker and waved.
As I turned around to walk away, I immediately started sobbing a little.
I didn't cared if other people saw me.
As long as Grayson and Malia don't see me everything is fine.
It was Grayson's choice to pick Malia over me, what means he really loves her...I want them to love each other. I hope she makes Grayson happy.
It hurts when something good ends, but it hurts even more if you cling to it, knowing that it's not there.
The thing is, that my and Grayson's end already has ended 1 year ago.
I just don't wanted to accept it and destroyed myself with that.
And it's destroying me even more, to know that we can never find the start of our story again.
We went different ways...that's why we lost each other...and we can never find a way back because nothing will be the same.
I still have food.
And after school I'll go to the supermarket and buy myself more food!
My life is awesome.
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Ik it sucks.
Sorry for any mistakes.
I hope you guys liked it 🤗❤️
-M💕
