Forgotten

Chapter 5

"What do you mean?" Louis asks quietly.

"Uh...Niall and I kinda have this thing. it all started my first night here when he kissed me out of no where. Then it actually became something the day I stormed out of the water." I inform him.

"Like a friend kinda thing or a more than friend kinda thing?" He questions.

"More than friends." I tell him quietly.

"So that's what's bothering you?" He asks. I nod and rest my head on his shoulder. "Why?"

"Because I don't feel anything with Niall and its just a huge mistake to ever have anything with him. I don't know why I did it. And I don't want to hurt him and I don't want Liam to know about it, but Niall doesn't want to keep it a secret from you guys anymore. I just don't know what to do about it." I explain.

"Wow, uh...Well all I can tell ya is that your gonna have to break his heart because if you don't feel anything then it's not worth fighting for. If you do it soon then no one else will even have to know that it happened." He says.

"But I fucking gave him my virginity I can't just let that go. It was a huge mistake that I want to take back." I say trying to hold back tears.

"You what!?" Louis shouts.

"Shhhhh" I tell him.

"When did this happen?" He asks.

"When I stormed in from swimming." I tell him. He sighs and leans back. He rubs his hand down the side of his face in confusion and frustration.

"You're not mad at me are you?" I ask sadly.

"No, no I'm not mad. So that happened, it doesn't really change anything. It happens, some people just don't do it with their one true love." Louis says. A tear rolls down my cheek.

"Audrey, It's alright. No one thinks of you different. Besides I'm the only other person that knows you don't have to worry about it." He says carefully. I nod and rest my head on his shoulder.

"I'm going to go get this over with." I tell him and stand up. He stands up and hugs me before following me inside. I walk slowly over to Niall's room where I hear a movie playing. I knock and step inside.

"Hey babe." He says. I cringe and sit down on his bed.

"We need to talk." I tell him. He pauses the movie and crawls behind me.

"Ok, what's up?" He says inbetween kissing my neck.

"Niall, stop." I tell him. He stops and sits next to me.

"This must be important." He says and takes my hand. I pull away gently.

"Niall, there isn't any spark between us. I just don't feel anything. All of this is a mistake." I tell him.

"Audrey, you don't really mean it do you? We're not breaking up are we?" He asks.

"Let's face it Niall, we were never really together." I tell him.

"Yes we were, Audrey! I have feelings for you!" He says quiet loudly.

"Shhh. I'm sorry ok. I didn't mean for this to happen. There is just no spark. There has to be that spark for me. I'm really sorry." I tell him.

"So it's over." He says. I nod.

"I'm so sorry." I tell him.

"It's fine, just go." He says and rubs his head.

"Niall, I still want to be friends." I tell him.

"Fine, fine, whatever. Just please go." He says and crawls back to his place. I stand up and walk out of the room. What did I get myself into? I walk over to Louis' room and step inside.