Mellon

Chapter 11

Sometimes I take time to listen to all men who try to be faithful to their women , but most of them come up with one question in their conclusions about women .

"What do women really want ?"

You try to be honest , perfect , try to be everything she ever wanted but her intentions are something else , I guess this is why some of these dudes end up giving up the so called 'love' and devote themselves to something else ,something called 'hit and run'.

I don't want be that 'hit and run' guy, if it ever happens to me I would take a rest from girls , listen to some soft rock music , shout out to the chandelier how free I am .i am free from being a love guard .

Not to forget that phrase from a foreign friend called  Joseph 'people always leave' and that 'they can all leave me but not my god.'

You may tell me that you know what Joe, people always leave for a reason and I can tell you that you are right but again this will come into my head that why should somebody leave someone whom she had never had a fight with or never had a disagreement with , and I know sometimes it's okay for people who think they are hot to say that 'if she or he leaves , I can find someone else', but am not a kind of guy who takes everyone for granted , it sure worthy to value someone's efforts ,or maybe it counts for someone with whom you are open to but they are not willing to be open towards you .it is still hard to find out why people always leave .

I know what you are thinking and what you are thinking is that , maybe you living a 'let go' and that's being a quitter , so what if it is so , one can call for more problems on your side if you are so insisting, I can not tell what problems but am sure if you are a type , this can happen .

Maybe you're thinking that there is a possibility that people change but let me tell you one thing , people dont change ,if they lived something ,they will always live that something , so however much you try to change them , you can never succeed.

For now my hands are shaking cold, my hope is gone though am trying to move along so that I can make it through ,its like dating a new girl ,you will think of many things you can share with her , making love to her at different places , doing shopping together , playing different games together , praying from the same chapel, having as many dinners and lunches together and so many crazy and none crazy things together .this all can fail because of your financial status or she's at a low pace when it comes to something like this with you .

But what's the fuss about all this , I will go back home, the  favorite place of mine ,and at home i will be like 'welcome home you , you must have been out, it must have been hard for you and you must have learnt a lesson , so sit down here on a couch , have a drink of a cold soda , watch telly and relax cause tomorrow is going to be a good something'.

Yeah tomorrow is going to be a good something .

And sick and tired of this .