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She
I drove by all the places
We used to hang out getting wasted
I thought about our last kiss
How it felt the way you tasted it.
And even though your friends tell me you're doing fine.
Dressed in red. Doll shoes on. Got the keys on my bag. Started the engine and I drove. It was 12 midnight when I decided to go out. I don't know what pushed me, I just wanna go drive. Passing by the parks, seeing cute couples together, and street children playing. Why am I even here? What am I doing?
Are you somewhere feeling lonely
Even though she's right beside you
When she said those words that hurt you
Did you read the one's I wrote you
And all my friends keep asking why I'm not around..
I turned the radio on and a song is playing. Every lyric of the song struck my heart. It was like the song was meant for me. It was like it was made for me. It was like someone wrote it for me. But maybe, I am just imagining things.
I'm not fine at all..
I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
Why am I feeling this? I can't understand what's happening. Things, events, and people are flashing through my mind. But I can't remember them. Why? Why am I seeing these people? Am I dreaming? If I am, please wake me up!
My head hurts like fvck! I can't even think of anything!
I stopped the car. Opened the goddamn door and ran away. Where am I going? Why are my tears falling? Damn! What's happening?!
I kept on running until I bumped into a wall. No. Not a wall, but a person. I looked up and saw his eyes. I was amazed.
"S-s-sorr---" and everything went black.
He
And again, I met her gaze. She's still pretty. Still her. But she's crying.
I can't help but chuckle. She's still a cry baby huh. Still the same shape. Even her nose, lips, all of her features. They didn't seem to change.
But one thing, only one thing has changed. No not changed. It was lost. Her memories.
