*Three days later*
A party went on last night. I cant say party actually..it was more like a small get together i guess, but Kian's ex was invited and it was really awkward between them so Kian ended up leaving and isnt back yet. Its about 1 in the afternoon and he isnt home, and hasnt answered his phone when Jc and I try calling and texting him he didnt answer. Jc is leaving now to go try to find him, "How do you know where to look?" i was holding the door open from the inside, and handing him is keys and jacket.
"I dont." he kissed my forehead withouth either of us saying anymore and drove away.
If you were wondering, we havent kissed yet. Yes, we have cuddled, and slept in the same bed but still nothing more then a quick kiss on the forehead or cheek. He knows i dont wanna move to fast. Even if we havent officially said we're dating we both are kind of assuming it. But with his fan base its so hard to officially announce anything without people reacting badly.
Jc told me that i should probably sleep at home tonight because he may be getting home late. So i left at about 3 and just binge watched some of Jc's videos. I found myself intrigued by the videos he and Kian collaborated in. He was so happy and bubbly as well as Kian. It made me so smiley to see him without really "seeing" him.
Jc texted me when he got home. He told me Kian still wasnt home, but Andrea, his ex, got a text him apparently.
hey princess
hey, did you just get home? you okay?
yeah, im good dont worry about me :) but kian still isnt home. andrea said she got a text from him saying he was at a 24 hour movie theater and was watching tangled over and over.
wow, out of all people you wouldnt think he'd text her, huh?
well..
uh o..
listen apparently he is staying with andrea. i guess they hooked up last night. she told me when she got home he was inside ( i guess he had a key from a while ago when they were dating )
o
yeah..
well okay, i guess. im gonna go sleep its 1 am silly!
o shush, you stayed up longer last night! you sure you okay about this whole kian and andrea thing?
i mean i cant say its not a little disappointing..maybe, weird idk how to describe it but..im not in love with him im in love with some other really cute curly haired fucker ;)
hmm ill have to meet this guy you speak of..
hehe goodnight
night night sweetie <3
So yes as you can guess it was really weird to here that and im not completely over it, but once again im not "dating" him n' shit.
*The next morning*
I woke up and Jc was cooking downstairs i could smell the bacon and french toast from my bed room. I was only wearing big hoodie but i couldnt help but go down and hug him. I ran down the stairs yelling, "Catch me, fucker!" i ran staright into his arms and he caught my so my legs were wrapped around him and i was holding on tightly, "Mmm, its smells good babe!"
He let me down so i hugging his lower stomach, "Haha im such a good cook arent I?" he grabbed a piece of bacon, i looked up at him, and he fed me the piece with a giant smile on my face.
I started back up the stair to get dressed and then i suddenly wanted to go out and do something, "Hey Jc!"
"Yes my little grape?"
"Little grape?"
"I really like grapes!"
I was giggling and forgot what i was originally going to say but i calmed down and asked, "Can we go watch a movie today?"
"Like in a theater?"
"Yeee"
"Yeah sure, can i choose?"
"Hmm, maybe."
"Go get your small ass dressed!"
I got dressed and pulled my hair in a messy bun, i wasnt gonna worry about makeup today, because it just felt like a lazy day i guess.
Jc yelled up the stairs saying breakfast was done and we both ate on my back porch listening to the birds and watching the sun rise.
