August 18, 2016 it was the date you first texted me. You said "ma'am dumating na po ba ang load nyo?" Nagpa load ako nun kase kailangan kong i-text ang supervisor ko. I went to your store para bumili ng load, since nagmamadali ako that time hindi ko na hinintay na ma esend yun, that's why you texted me for confirmation kung pumasok yung load o hindi.. That was the first time we text and na enjoy naman ako na ka-text ka.We became a little bit close. One day, you called me and asked me kung may free time ako sa sunday that was august 21, 2016 and I told you that I have duty on that day sa supermarket but you said it's okay. pinuntahan mo ko dun and we go on a date. It was our first date. First time kong naranasan lahat ng mga ginawa naten sa date. We dine, we watch movie and bond.. That time I felt soo secure when I was with you and I conclude that for a short time of period I came to like you. Na miss ko agad ang presence mo. I hate it but also like it. You were so sweet, Ideal guy ng mga babae, over protective and kind. I felt that security and love when I was with you kaya siguro nagustohan kita agad. Days past by, my feelings for grow fonder and I want you to be mine. Gusto ko sakin ka lang nagiginh sweet,sakin mo lang pinapakita ang totoo mong pagkatao, yung totoong ikaw, yung totoo mong personality and as expected I saw everything. Lahat ng ikaw, yung pagiging childish mo pag magkasama tayo, yung pagiging funny mo, pag hindi tayo magkasama napaka decent mong tignan pero kung magkasama tayo lumalabas yung childish attitude na meron ka, and because of that I came to like you even more. Everytime we go out the best part of our bonding is that napag uusapan naten kung anong gusto naten and we jive. We talked about business, about life, about future, about reality and also about problems. Mas nakikilala kita pag nag oopen up ka sakin ng mga bagay na nagpapa stress sayo. Since you act like a real ideal boyfriend infront of me, I thought you feel the same way as I do. Akala ko gusto mo na rin ako, dahil sa sweetness na ginagawa mo, sa concern na pinapakita mo , sa jealousy and love na pinaparamdam mo, I thought you feel the same too. But then, nag assume lang pala ako.. One day, you texted me nang ganito "I think mahal ko na sya" It feels like parang binuhusan ako ng malamig na tubig. I was hoping na sana ako yung sya pero hindi pala. I was hurt. Sobraaaa pero hanggang dito na lang ako e. Hanggang friends lang. Gustohin ko man maging akin ka kung sa kanya ka naman masaya i'll support you then. Ayokong pigilan ka sa kung ano man ang nakakapag pasaya sayo. Bilang kaibigan mo, susuportahan kita kahit masakit sakin. Nasasaktan ako kase I fell in love with you, BIG TIME! But you fell in love with her, the girl from our neighborhood. Naisip ko tuloy sana hindi mo na lang ako tinext at nang wala sanang nabuong froendship satin at sana wala sanang ikaw sa buhay ko. It was a decade long since I was inlove with my first love but then you came and change everything. You got me there. I fell and I broke myself into pieces again for the second time around. I wish sana pala hindi na lang kita pinagtuunan ng pansin noon since hindi naman talaga kita pinapansin not until you texted me. And now, I choce to leave the house para hindi na kita makita lagi. May reason why I left is because of you not because of kuya J.. Kung hindi ako aalis dun baka hindi ako maka move on. I just might fall harder cuz I can't resist you, whenever you want me to be there for you, lagi na lang ako on the go. Kaya ngayon its time for me to let go of you. Sana kayanin ko. Until now im still missing you. Gusto kong mag deactivate ng account and change my #, but I can't,still hoping na baka sabihin mo na ako pala ang gusto mo.. Anyway, I love you. I think I really need to move on.. Good bye! :( :( :(
LOVE,
phang
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