Late Night Feelings

September 22, 2016. 12:26 A.M.

I've had troubles with the dark before. Not in fear of being surrounded by the darkness during the time that I should be resting my mind and body, but in having what isn't there being thought of. The imaginary things that still send chills down my body when I think about them. Tonight (or last night since this is past 12:A.M.), I was trying to rest at about 11:45, but I couldn't keep calm. I didn't want to move because I felt something... Someone. Not there physically yet in my mind he was there. Sitting on my back and grabbing my shoulders, and shaking as if trying to possess me or put some spiritual entity in me. This was all in my mind, and somehow I felt it all the same. I could tell it was male despite the mask that the being had. This is how I spend a lot of my nights really, not able to sleep. I'm probably not going to school, or I am but it'll be difficult. Nothing seems enjoyable if I can't even sleep, and so much happens. I read out of a book for a bit, and it helped somewhat yet I can't just read all night. This is ridiculous... I didn't even fall asleep this time, and I somehow feel like they're waiting until I close my eyes but I still know they're in my mind! Not real! I don't see or hear (hearing slightly sometimes though) them, but I feel them which can be the worst, but feeling them causes seeing and/or hearing. Light is on and I'm wanting to sleep in peace for one night.