Short Stories

Lost

What do you do when you have a change in personality. Suddenly, you no longer wish to be social, heck, you don't even want friends anymore. What do you do when you need to get a message across to your friend, but, your new personality doesn't want to. How do you tell your friend that it's not her, it's me. But the saying is so cliche, but it's true. It's not the first time i've have a change in personality.

My friend is amazing, she's been my friend for 2 and a half years, and suddenly i no longer talk to her. I want to continue being her friend, but it's truly better for her if our friendship ends. Why, you ask? Well i'll tell why. The longer i'm friends with her, the more aggressive i'll become towards her. My friend doesn't deserve that treatment. 

I hope the message gets across to my friend.  I hope she relises that it really is me that has changed for the worse. I hope my friend can forget me, and continue on with her high school life with better friends that won't physically, or mentally hurt her anymore then i have/would do if we were still friends.

I have a thing i think. A psychological thing. I'm not real sure though. I don't really have any emotions, and i thrive off the pain and destruction of others, often at my own hands. 

Please forget me.

Sincerely.