"Pain"

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The first step she made to her appartment , was the first time she killed herself to be born again. It may look simple , one step could be made in seconds , but forgeting a past of 19 years , killing a girl , killing a big world in her head , waking up with amnesia trying to forget -all in one step- are such a difficult thing to do.
Maybe a big risk to take , a big dicision to make , but when she saw how far she went , she forgot all those negative vibes and in seconds , she found herself looking from the big window of her appartment at the street. She strated a new life while watching others live normally.
She saw some people crying , others laughing , but she saw a guy who was sitting and just reading a book. Watching people lives from up was something different , something that made her see things different . Maybe she started seeing the bigger picture of life , real life .
It was the first day , it was difficult , she didnt sleep , she spent the whole night thinking about her new life , what she left behind and who she left.
Wherever she looked , she saw two green eyes , a perfect smile and a heart . Missing him was so bad and specially when he was the first person she missed and thought about. After a few drops of tears , she started thinking out loud :
"how will i forget?"
"or actually , will i ever forget the only one who held my hand?"
It was really hard on her , she missed him the way the sun misses the moon -the sun always knew that it will never see the moon-.
Ideas in her head were chaotic.

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