Green Eyes

Him

Elisabeth started getting really attached to samuelle. It was like a serious addiction over his voice in the morning , the smell of his hair , his kisses at night . He was hers . Everything in him belongs to her.
The warmth of his body at night , his lazy eyes in the morning , the taste of his lips after smoking , she was already addicted.
Maybe because she thought in him the same thing she saw in her ex boyfriend , the same addictions and the same mistake. Everything was fine , he was loyal , and he really loved her with his all . All she was afraid of was just that one day Samuelle will find out what she did and he will leave her .
"Oh Gosh , i can't handle the idea that maybe one day he will be pressing his lips to the lips of another girl." she said in a low voice .
Years passed by , she had only two more years to finish her major , psychotherapy , it has been four years since she left her country and came here.
"oh man i cant believe , it has been four years since we met and loved each other" said Elisabeth.
"yeahh , its like yesterday , i can still remember when we met at the cafe" said Samuelle.
"You're geting more beautiful every day baby" added samuelle with a low , soft voice . She kissed him .
The fact that everytime she holds his hand , its like she's holding the hand of the one she's missing . She can't say if this is the truth or just a case of schizofrenia where she can't know the reality from the halucinations anymore. She's going crazy.
She doesn't know if she loves Samuelle or she just loves that he reminds her of her ex boyfriend.
She didnt want to break samuelle's heart by telling him the truth. She couldnt take the lies anymore too. Lost , lost is the perfect word to describe what she is feeling. Its been four years with him she would die if he left her. "I left the one i couldnt breathe without , and im still alive , its been four years too" she says to herself.