Chapter four

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Harry's POV

  She gave me my jacket back and thanked me. Just because of my instincts I leaned down to kiss her. She's just so adorable. I mean the way she looks when she's cold, She rubs her arms and shivers and iits adrable. She's so sweet, she's like candy. She's my little gumdrop and im her- Wait what am I saying? I smashed my lips onto hers with force. Instead of pulling away, like I had expected her to do, she kissed back with an equal amount of want.

      She pulled away after a few seconds "W-why did you do that?," she asked breathlessly, her chest still heaving.

    "Because I wanted to. Im sorry if you didn't wa-" She cut me off by pressing her lips to mine once again. I kissed her back for a few minutes until I finally pulled away. "I- have t go find my dorm" I told her. She nodded and hugged me.

       "Bye Harry, I'll See you soon," She let go of me and looked up at me with a smile.

      "Bye beautiful," I said my farewell and walked down the steps and out of the building. Time to find my dorm, She was supposed to help me find mine after I helped her find hers. Oh well, She looked pretty tired. I walked past where the woman who gave us directions once stood, wishing she was still there to give me directions. I sighed and continued walking until I came across a blonde, blue-eyed boy with tattoos.  

     "Hey mate do you hae any idea where my dorm could be?" He just stood there smiling.

    " You're Harry right? I'm Niall. Im your roommate. I've been looking for you all fucking day Man," He says exaggerating immensely. He gestures for me to follow him as he and I make small talk. He led me up a flight of stairs and we walked up to a  room and he pulled out a key and unlocked it. He walked in and sat on his side of the room, which was already decorated in posters and paintings hanging on the wall.

       "I thought I saw you earlier with a girl? She was really hot man!" He said and I couldn't help but glare.

     "Don't fucking talk about her like that!" I snap. He really shouldn't talk about Makayla Like that, I mean, fuck, she's hot but I dont want anyone else talking about her like that. I just want to punch Niall right now but I restrain myself. I can't him being scared of me on the first night that im here, that's just not right.

       "Okay Okay, Sorry Mate," He sighs. I get up and walk to the door. "Where are you going?" Niall asked, obviously surprised that I was leaving.

    "Out," I snapped again, im just going out for a smoke. I wont wander too far. I walk out and go down the small staircase leading out of the building. I find myself stopping at a tree, pulling out a cigarette, lighting it and inhaling The smoke. It instantly relieves me and I calm down.

Makayla's POV

    After Harry left I went and sat down on my bed and pulled out my phone to go through twitter because I have nothing else to do. I click on my bestfriend's Profile and decide to stalk her profile. I saw some old pictures of her and I, the pictures were from when I was depressed and self harmed. I felt the urge again, its coming on again. Being away from home is just too much. I run to my purse and pull out a make-up compact that has a blade in it and run outside. I jog to where everything and everyone is out of view. I start sobbing, like not tears, full-on sobbing. My cries are loud but im sure no one is around. I pull the blade and as im about to press it to my wrist my hand is grabbed. I look up to see Harry with tears in his eyes.

    "W-what are you doing Makayla!?!? Are you insane?!?!" He shouts at me and rips the blade out of my hand, I break down.

      "No! Give it back Harry! Please! " I whimpered, sobbing and reaching for it.

    "Makayla, You cant do this!! You're amazing, Don't you dare even think about this." he grabs my arm and sees all the scars and gasps. "Why?"

   I looked down, I honestly don't have an answer for that. When I got sad I couldn't stop hurting myself. It was like an addiction. No one could talk me out of it. No matter   how much anyone said that the cared about me or how much they loved me and that they wanted me to stop, I couldn't. It was a part of me, and until now I was clean for about 6 months. I just cant stop, I want to die and not be here any more. Harry doesn't even wait for my response, he just hugs me and  whispers things into my ear, things lie 'shh baby its okay' and 'please don't ever scare me like this agian'.

      I was sobbing into his chest "Harry im unstable. I cant take it anymore!" I sobbed louder and louder. I heard him sniffle and he hugged me tighter.

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HEY GUYSSS! OHMYGOD!! Im sorry this chapter is so short but I didn't really have that much time tonight. How  do you guys feel about Makayla's past? weird huh? It actually does relate to me right now a lot. And what about Hakayla? Like it? There is going to be drama in the next chapter!!!

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