The Unknown ( Harry Styles Fanfiction)

Chapter five

Harry's POV

     Makayla is sobbing into my chest, she's telling me she isn't stable . I know she's better than this, she overcame it once right? I mean I would assume so, judging by her scars that are faded she hasn't done it in a while.

      "Makayla, calm down and tell me what upset you this much.  I need to know or its going   to tear me apart," She sniffled and looked up at me hesitantly.

          "I-I was looking at pictures of my friends and I from a while ago, and it made me remember how much tension cutting relieved and I just couldn't take it. I know that I just got to New York and that it shouldn't be as stressful as i'm explaining it so be, but it is and I-i'm sorr-y. It was an overwhelming urge Harry," She hiccupped.

     "W-why didn't you come find me or tell me that you used to do this when we hung out? I may not be able to leave your side at this point," I tell her, completely serious. If she's going to have problems and breakdowns like this im going to have to stay with her at all times possible.

      "You'd really do that Harry?"

       "Of course I would. What are friends for, right?" Yeah, Friends. I mean she's my friend and I obviously care about her enough to be here with her right? I swear if she tries to do this shit again I will fucking strangle her. She has to stop, I cant bear to see her hurting like this. This is actually awful, worse than words can describe. But, I was obviously introduced to her by fate, to help her through her dark time, she definitely needs someone right now, and that someone, is me. Whether she likes it or not, I refuse to let her be alone. The good part about this whole mess is I don't have any luggage or personal items so I can stay with her at her dorm, if she lets me.

        "Well, I mean, you don't have to, im pretty sure i'll be okay if you don't wa-," I Put my index finger on her lips, silencing her.

      "I want to. And I will. Do you have a roommate or is it one of those weird ass 'one-person-a-room' things?" She nodded, Giving me the answer I was hoping for.

   "Harry, really, im sure i''ll be fine." I shook my head no and hugged her, Pulling her to my chest.

   "Makayla I'm not letting you be alone, At least not tonight. You just tried to cut yourself for god sakes! I'm going to help you through this Makayla, I promise." I meant it too. I cant let her do this to herself. I reached for her damaged arm and kissed every scar I saw. She looked down at me with new tears brimming in her eyes.

     "Thank you," She said quietly and I nodded as if I was saying 'you're welcome'. She pulled my toward her and kissed my cheek.

         "Come on, Love. Lets get back to your dorm," I said picking her up as she hid her face in my chest, sniffling. Soon enough she was asleep in my arms as I carried her to her dorm. When I finally reached the building that her dorm was in it was about midnight. I walked up the steps, careful not to trip, ad walked to her dorm. I stepped inside and placed her on her bed and walked over to a lawn chair, which had obviously been placed there by a previous owner When I heard Makayla mumble something that sounded like 'Harry come back' followed by a sniffle, which made me get up and sit on the opposite side of the bed and lay down. I closed my eyes and whispered goodnight into her ear, She heard me and smiled and snuggled up to me.

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So this is a really shitty chapter and im sorry. I have been busy lately and going to a therapist who's making me do a project of affirmations about myself and I have had loads of homework. Sorrryyy guysss!! <3 <3 ily.

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