running low ✧courtois | ✓

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"Just know it takes it for me
To end this darling, oh"

adelia,
i really need you to know that it isn't easy for me to let you go although it seems quite easy, considering the fact that i wrote you only five letters, and another last one tomorrow.

but do you know how hard it was writing them? i know i'm a wimp and i accept it. i can never get the guts to say all i wrote out loud. or, heck, to even text that to you.

but not being able to speak it with you isn't the only hard thing to me now. did you know how hard it is to even think of is breaking up? the fact that thiabut and adelia will be over just kills me.

but it has to be done, i repeat.

this is so hard, ad, for me and you. can't you notice how much hurt i caused you without intending to?

i really hate it, so please forgive me.