A/N: IN THE MULTIMEDIA THINGY THERE IS A SONG. Play it while you read this. Oh, and there's also a picture of Casey(Emma Watson).
And one more thing. This is a girlxgirl story. So if you don't like this kind of stories, don't read it. Enjoy!
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Dear Chris,
I miss you. I miss your smile. I miss your beautiful laugh, I miss the way your eyes sparkle when you talk about your family, or about a book you liked.
Why did you have to go?
I'm sorry I didn't go to your funeral. I wanted to, I really did. But my parents didn't let me. They said you're a disgusting fag. I wonder what they would do if they found out that their daughter is a "disgusting fag" too; they'd probably kick me out.
I still have nightmares. I wake up every night screaming and shivering, searching for you, waiting for you to hug me like you always do, and to whisper in my ear comforting words.
But there's no one there. No one is going to hold me, no one is going to hug me and stay with me until I fall asleep.
So I cry. I lie in my bed crying, wishing that I would just die. Wishing that this hell would end, wishing I'll just stop breathing.
It wasn't supposed to be that way. You were supposed to go to college, and after I'd graduate we would run together and get married, and live happily ever after. We would have kids! Two girls and a little boy, that's what you said.
You promised, Christina!
Why did you have to go? Why did you kill yourself?
And I'm angry. I'm so angry. Why were you so selfish? Why did you leave me?
So many questions I would never know the answer to.
Because you're gone. Forever.
And now, what am I going to do? No one will understand. I can't tell Brie, or my parents. They're all homophobic.
I don't have any friends. You were my only friend, even though we were more than friends. Girlfriends, lovers, whatever you call it.
I freaking loved you.
I just don't know what to do anymore, Chris. I wish you were here.
Casey.
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A/N: So, this is my new story. I have really good ideas for it. i'll finish editing ECH soon... I hope you liked the first chapter:D
-Dory^^
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