Alpha, My Alpha (On Hold)

Chapter 1

Recap:

"Alpha Blake, Welcome." My father greeted. I turned expecting a wolf man in his late 40's. "Alpha Smith, thank you for calling me." I turned back as I heard the voice. Alpha Blake. Green hazel eyes. That's all I saw. Nothing else mattered, just him. There was nothing but him. He was amazing. "Ray?" I snapped out of my daze when a hand touched my shoulder. I looked up and met Dom's blind eyes.  "It's time." I nodded. "Y-yeah. Come on." I grabbed his hand and lead him inside. There was a growl but I ignored it. Now it not the time to be possessive.

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He growled again. Is he serious? I turned back to see his eyes black. I gulped and stepped away from Dom. The Alpha stormed our way his eyes on mine the whole time. I gulped and looked down. Why today? Of all days, why today? I heard growls when rough hands gripped me above my elbows. "Mine!" Alpha Blake growled loudly. Everyone backed off. I refused to meet his hard gaze. "Leave us!" I saw everyone's feet past us. "If you hurt her..." My father started.

Blake tensed up. "I won't hurt my mate." He promised. I guess that gave my father reassurance because he left us. The floor had my full attention. "Look at me." Blake growled. It was my turn to tense up. I felt Blake's hands wrap around my waist and pull me close. I gasped as my insides clenched. He growled at me. I sighed and slowly lifted my eyes.

I saw his black tie, and his neck, you could see a vein peeking out slightly. His chin had slight stubble on it and his lips were just... kissable you could say. I bit my lip as my eyes continued to rise. Green and blue is what popped out the most. His eyes were amazing. He squeezed me and his eyes looked down for a second before they were back up.

"Mine." He repeated. It was then I had to look away. He growled. "You won't reject me." I sighed at his words. I slid my hands from his shoulders and tried to pull away but he wouldn't let me. Blake growled at me again. "Fine, if that's how you want to  play it." I looked up confused but he stuck his lips on my neck. It felt so good, I almost fell. I moaned when he found my weak spot. He wouldn't would he? I got control of myself too late, he had marked me as his.

I clutched him as his canines sank into me. I moaned out loud and he clutched me. The bastard. He cleaned and sealed his mark before tossing me to the floor. My body felt like I was having a frenzy. Blake smirked down at me. "Welcome to the Midnight Hallows Pack doll." I was panting. I reached up and touched my neck in fear. "You marked me!" He rolled his eyes and shrugged. "So what if I did?" I glared. He picked me up. "Don't you have a funeral to get too?" He smirked and pulled me inside the room.

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I stood in front of the new grave crying. Not only had I lost my half brother officially but I had a mate. Not just any mate but one with the worst reputation ever. "Let's go." Speaking of mates. I ignored him and continued to look at the stone. It was all my fault anyway. I should've paid attention to the road. I felt an arm go around me so I looked up. It was Blake. He pulled me close and I ignored the tingles that went through my body.

"It's not your fault. Don't think that way." How'd he- "Mind link doll." He tapped his head. I looked back to the grave. "Come, it's starting to rain. You'd get sick if you stay out here." Once again he pulled me away. I sighed and let him pull me to his car. I was looking out the window but I didn't see anything. The only that went through my mind was how close Blake was and Kyle's death was my fault.

Then a though hit me. "Hey." I heard Blake as he touched my hand. I jumped as I came back into reality. "Where'd you go?" He said softly looking my way. I shook my head and sighed. "You wanna tell me why you're cutting me off then?" He pulled my chin making me face him. The car smelled too much like him. I sighed and bit my lip. He sighed and ran a hand through his hair. I wanted to do that.

"Come on before it starts raining harder." He opened the door and left me. Huh? Oh right. We're at the pack house. My door opened and he waited there for me. Well that was nice. I got out and he closed the door after I got out. We both rushed inside. It was quiet and no one was seen. I bet you they're mourning alone. Sighing I headed toward the stairs and Blake grabbed my arm.

"Where are you going?" I pulled my arm away. "To my room." He nodded and let me go up the stairs, silently following me. Once we reached the third floor, I went down the hall to the last door and opened my room. I stepped inside and stepped back to let Blake step in. I felt like I was going to suffocate. I wanted him but I knew I shouldn't. Blake closed my door, his eyes never left mine. He came close and gripped my head pulling me close and walking me backward. "Your beautiful doll." I held the side of my head over his hands.

"She sure is." I froze and turned. "Hello again Raven."

"Kane."