Chapter 4

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    As soon as you got home that day, you later in your bed and began to cry. You tried to stop it but you started sobbing.
    As much as crying made you feel better, it just made you cry more. You mind filled with sadness and anger. You didn't know what you were even feeling at this point.
      Y/n's POV:
    
     I wasn't sure of what I should've done. It was hard to think about. I just got fed up and did the worst thing possible.
      I absentmindedly went in my bathroom drawer, grabbed a shaver and hand-sanitizer.
     I stomped on the shaver and pulled out one of the blades. I drug it across my skin and watched little red dots form.
      I did this on my wrists and on the insides of my ankles about 7 times. Grabbing the hanatizer,  (that's what u call it XD) I pur some on the cuts and winced at the pain.
    It hurt, but it hurt so good. You regretted doing it for such a dramatic reason but whatever. Nobody will know anyway.
     Time skip:
    I walked into my first period classroom and saw Andy walk in and sit next to me.
     "Hey Y/n." "Hey Andy ^_^" I mumbled back to him. He looked a little concerned. "Are you okay Y/n? You seemed a little sad yesterday. And I was pretty sure you were crying. What's wrong.?" He asked.
    I shook my head. "I'm fine. I was just tired yesterday so it may have looked like it. But nah I'm good. ^_^"
     After school, Andy, Juliet and I were walking to the park. We sat at a bench and I played some music out loud.
    Me and Andy headbanged a little but Juliet seemed uninterested.
     "Juliet, do you want me to play a song for you?" You asked. "Hmmm. Nah. But thanks anyway. ×_×"
    Later on, we decided to go to my house. It was getting late and it was creepy. Andy didn't wanna leave so he tried to convince us to stay by saying he was batman and he could protect us.
    We eventually got there and I started watching adventure time.
    "I live for this show!" Juliet almost screamed. I giggled and continued to watch. She kept saying how her and Andy were just like Jake and lady rainicorn.
     "You guys wanna stay the night? There isn't any school tomorrow." You suggested.
     Time skip:
    Juliet couldn't stay but Andy did so that was cool. It was kinda awkward but it was fun.
    "Hey Andy, wanna go get something to eat?" "Yeah, sure." We went to McDonalds and I ordered an ice cream with fries and an orange juice. He got fries and a coke.
     "I'm gonna go get a monster you want one?" He asked . "sure hang on....." You said taking out some money. "No it's fine. I'll pay." He said. You shrugged. "Do your thing then XD"
    Narrator's pov:
     The two of you took pictures with each other and drank monster for about an hour before leaving.
    You were literally giggling every five seconds and hopping around like a bunny. "Do you drink monster a lot?" Andy asked. "Yes. About once a day." You replied. "Doesn't seem like it." He mumbled.
     You guys sat at a park table and started talking. "Andy, you have pretty eyes. Did you know that?" You asked looking at his eyes with no emotion.
     "Thanks. I did not know that." He said staring in your e/c orbs. "You have pretty eyes too."
     "Well, I don't have Juliet's eyes. Her eyes are really pretty. ^_^"
     "I'll tell her you said that. She'll probably a compliment from someone other than me. ^_^"
    You leaned onto the table, focusing on a cat behind Andy. Little did you know, your shirt was  lowered so Andy got a good look at your cleavage.
     "Andy! I see a cat!" You whisper-shouted. "Look!" You pointed behind him but he didn't look. You sat back down.
     "Why didn't you look Andy? There was a cat. DX" He looked up at you, his face red. "Andy are you okay? Why are you a tomato -_-?"
     "Nothing! Just....... I- i- uh I got a really cute text from Juliet. And that is all. (*_*')"
    You looked down. "Okay. I gotta go. Bye. (°-°\\\)" you got up to leave but Andy stopped you.
     "What's wrong Y/n?" He asked. "Nothing. Why?" You said. "You're lying. Y/n tell me what's wro-" "Nothing Andy! Nothing's wrong! Why the hell are you so paranoid? \(0_0)/"
      "I can tell. Every time I talk about Juliet. Or any time she's with us you just leave. Or stay quiet or you do these little things that just.... Aren't you! Tell me Y/n. What's wrong?" His voice lowered.
      A tear ran down your cheek. "I.... I loved you first okay?!?! Its not fair. Yes I'm just a jealous little kid but its. Just. Not. Fair. Only the luckiest person ever would be loved by you and I just didn't make the cut." Your voice cracked.
    You ran home without saying a word.

    
    

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