Please, for everyone reading this. Heh, don't worry bout me. I feel trapped. I want to fly, knowing that I wont and will fail. I want I to be free. Thank for those people trying to stop me. Dont. It wont work. Im done in this world. This isn't where I was supposed to be. Maybe I should die? I hate having to know I'm hurting people, like Raivis- I'm so sorry for making you feel triggered. I hate knowing people worry about me. Knowing I am taking most of their time. Knowing, they have more important things to do than stop me. Stop. Don't tell me to stop. This... new feeling had taken control... I hate myself for ruining my life, my step siblings, and grandmother's. It's wrong. I want to do this. But knowing you guys worry stops me. I believe my time is up. My existence in this world is nothing. I'm not surprised by these feeling. You should be though. I had to hide emotions. Be like, "oh yeaaaahhhh!! Everything is all good!!" But no. Im done. The bullying. The fucking pressure. The pain. Its all too much. Heh, stop worrying, I'll be in a better place. Trust me.
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Killing Myself Already, Surprised?
Non-FictionHeh, call me suicide, cause that's what I'm about to do. Warning! Fucking depressed ass bitch that doesn't know how to shut her fucking dumbass mouth. Turn back while you can. Think you can handle it? Ok, take your next steps with caution, cause t...
