Killing Myself Already, Surprised?

*sharp intakes of breathes*

Ok so here is what happened:

I was walking in the park, waiting for my bf to get out of a science club thing and I was randomly pulled into an ally. It all happened so fast, and the stranger started cutting away on my shirt as I screamed. Someone heard me and came to save me, but the guy had already cut my shirt and was pulling down my pants. The person called the cops and shot the guy with a Taser. He fell to the ground and I crawled away. The person tried to calm me down, but I would only scream. The cops finally came and had to handcuff me before I could punch someone so they would get away from me. I was taken to the police station with an over sized jacket( so it will cover my bra and underwear) and Matt finally came and was about to kill someone. I'm scarred for life now... and im waiting to be called back for questing and that shit...

I'm fucking scared as fuck and won't let anyone come near me, not even Matt. I don't want anyone to touch me rn cause I'm to scared of what will happen and tge memories ... I'm scared... what if it happens again?!?!