Lovely Glow

Entry 4

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Travis is downstairs.....

I feel very bad... But, it was great but... Just bad..?

I don't even know.... What should I do?! I've hated that guy like forever!! And now.... Jeez why did he have to be gay!!!!

Anyway, after all the panting and cum drizzling out we were quite. I think Travis passed out or something after it...

I sat up and looked around. We made a mess... There was cum all over my bedsheets and slightly on the floor. Clothes everywhere.

Is it weird that I liked it...? A lot...? No right? It's normal to like sex!!

But with your enemy? Does that kinda thing happen in real life or just on tv?!

Anyway, I was kinda confused. It looked ^and felt hehe^ good... Really good. As if he knew what he was doing. And he WAS ^hehe^ a virgin.

Update: can't find my boxers...

I decided to go downstairs and talk to him! But wait...! What do I say when I see him?!!?

"Hey there... I have your virginity!" ?

"Good morning baby.." ?

"Gawd how are you so good?!!" ?

I don't even know...*face palms* i... I...

Uuuuuggggghhhhhhhh!!!!!! And no I did not moan!

I wasn't that loud last night right? I just moaned normally right? I mean the last few times I had sex I didn't moan this much or loudly....

God dammit Travis!!!!!

You know what! Imma stop stalling and go downstairs!!

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I went downstairs. Walked into the kitchen. He wasn't there. I looked all over. Travis left. I'm not sure why but I felt something stab me. In my heart. It hurt....