Just Go (IKON Oneshot)

Just Go

"Hyejin ahh! yaah Kim Hyejin!" I tried to get her attention on me.
She's busy.
Busy with her phone.
I stare at her face,her milky soft skin,her cute puppy eyes,her little nose,her cherry lips.
I missed how she being lovely dovey toward me.I missed how she used to be clingy toward me.
She turned off her phone,put it in her bag and turned her head toward me.
"mm? what oppa?" that innocent face.
I love her so much,I don't want to let her go.
"who did you text with?" I look deeply in her eyes.
"uh? oh,its just Chaeyoung" she looked away,broke our eyecontact.
and I know,she lied to me.
I took a deep breathe and smiled to her.

"wanna go on a date?"I asked her.
"but oppa we are on a date right now."she pouted cutely at me.
"what? a date in a practice room? This is not a date Hyejin ah.come on" I stand up from the floor and grab her hand.
"but where are we going?" I ignored her question and ran out of the building with her.
She stopped me infront of the main door building.
"I'm not going anywhere untill you tell me." She crossed her arm.cute.
"its a secret.come on" I pulled her hand and ran to my bike.
I help her to put on her helmet,she jump on my bike.
She hugged my waist tightly,didn't want to fell of my bike.
I'm going to miss this.

"amusement park?"confusion all over her face.
"why? don't you like?" I asked her.
"ani,its just so rare.Its been a year we didn't go on a date here."
"I just missed the old us"
I gave her a small smile and pulled her hand inside the amusement park

We went to alot of ride,playing some games,I tried to win some of the game and got her a teddybear,
just like the old time when we're newly couple.
enjoying the moment with her is enough for me.
She didn't stop smiling and laughing today.
I made her happy.
We went to a cafe in the amusement park.
We oredered the same thing just like on our first date,
a big glass of pure vanilla with two blue and pink straw,chocolate cake with a strawberry on top of it,
for both of us.
Just like the other boyfriend did to their girlfriend,
I teased with putting some of the cream on her face.
as a childish girlfriend she is,she put it some on my face.
we laughed together.

we are now in the ferris wheels,looking at the night view of the amusement park.
"Its beatiful oppa"
"like you" she blushed.
I stared at her,
she stare back at me,
we made eyecontact.
I gave her a quick kiss on the lips and turned my head away.
"oppa! we're in public!" She complained.
"I know" I smiled stupidtly at her.
She laughed again.
"I'm gonna missed you" I mumbled.
"what oppa? I didn't hear you"
"nothing.I love you,I love you so much"
"oppa--" I cutted her off by kissing her lips passionately as the ferris wheels paused.

we arrived infront of her dorm.
She jump off my bike,I help her pulling up the helmet.
"bye oppa! see you tomrrow!" she gave me a quick kiss on my cheeck and about to left me.
I grab her hand,
"wait Hyejin ah!"
She turned around.
"yeah oppa?" She look at me innocently,just why?!
I took a deep breathe,I'm ready.
I'm ready to let her go to him.

I know your heart isn't with me
There is no use in time either
Baby please say nothing
Even if I try to hide it and pretend like it's nothing
He was always the person that shined in your eyes it wasn't me
I'll silently send you to him

it feels like I forcefully squeezed myself in your heart that didn't have a place for me
I Feel bad seeing you who's feelings I messed up with
So much that you couldn't tell head from tails
Don't be sorry to me if you do that, my heart will burn up
We weren't fated
Parting is our answer
I don't know how it'll be for you, but every night will be gloomy for me
You look so much happier next to him
That I don't even compare
I'm dumping on you now

be more honest with yourself
he's still in your heart
it's not like you to pay attention
my heart is unlike my own
it's okay to go to him
I'll only accept that, don't worry about me
I'll let go of the hand that I held
Before I change my mind, don't regret it and
Just go

"lets break up Hyejin"