[M/bs]

I never know where to start

They say the best place to start is at the beginning...but...I don't really know where the beginning is for me.

I guess I owe explanations.

I'm sorry I've been gone over a month.
I honestly don't know why I left in the first place, I love you guys here I don't know why I did it.
Probably one of the dumbest things I've ever done.
I don't expect forgiveness right off the bat, I know that's not gonna happen and I understand.
I want you to know I really am sorry for what I've done. I'm sorry I stopped talking. I'm sorry I left. I'm sorry I know I hurt you and I'm so so sorry.
I can't say sorry enough.
I apologise for being a dick, I'm sorry it was such a shitty thing to do and I any even justify myself. It was fucking dumb. I'm fucking dumb. And you can agree because I know it's true.

I just want you to know that I'm sorry.
And for what it's worth, I'm going to come back now.

I'm sorry.
I'm so sorry.